Tot ziens

The past few days had flown by in a blink of an eye.

I engulfed Safe Haven by Nicholas Sparks (a present given by Yen Theng and Jian Sheng) in 3 days time. As always, exhilarating, and just kept me flipping the pages non-stopped. My eyes were jumping fast among the jumble of words cause’ I was just so eager to know what’s on the next page. But well, at the end my eyes still flickered back to the top of the page, cause’ I knew I was going way too fast for me to understand the story.

It was nice but never comparable with Where Rainbow Ends by Cecelia Ahern.

I had been slacking and lazing around, pretty much because I find it hard to get back to work after a month of tiring exam. So there I was again, staring blankly into the air, with my mind lingering somewhere else. Most of the time, just dwelling on the past, you know?

Whenever I passed by his residential area, my eyes will easily surveyed the pedestrians walking around. But then, few moments later, I will sink down into my car seat, afraid of what I might see. Confused, broken hearted.

I read back all the stories we wrote, few years back, they brought back fond memories. I was reminded of how we used to have late night chats, how he likes to make me anticipated for his new chapter by giving me little snippets (or is that the word?), and so on so forth.

Aah. The good old days.

We were everything that's right at the wrong time. - The Last Goodbye, David Cook.

I wanted to send the letter out so badly, but I just simply cannot gather up my bravery or courage. It's hard to put an end to it, (well frankly speaking there's nothing really to end, is there?) when it's been so long.

I guess in the mean time, I'll just keep on clinging on to the scattered pieces left of our memories.

Tot ziens.

coming on coming on coming on

So let's see. Half year's gone.

Why not I have recall on what had happened for this 6 months? Not a bad idea!

January.
Starting of Form Four year was terrible. I weren't able to adapt to the stressful life. It was really hard. But slowly, things get better as I learned more, know more and got closer with the teachers. Chemistry Biology Physics Add Maths. Though this four new subjects were tough, it's all the same, I still made it through this month without much big academic problems.

And then there was the chaos on the secret. That bitch. His/her identity remained unrevealed even till now.

My relationship was in an unstable condition. As Hairul's class and mine was so faraway and our school time table weren't the same either. We meet with each other rarely. But we made it through anyway. Secret's word that we'll break up very soon freaked the heck out of me. But we're still together. And you are very wrong, bitch.

February.

It's sort of a mixed-up feeling month. As Hairul finally got his letter and he was leaving. Yeah. Was extremely emotional. And I was very afraid too. I was very unsure whether it will work out for us or not. Finally, I decided to just leave our relationship go on by itself. Since I'm not capable of doing anything, I just put all my trust and believe in him. And see if it's gonna be okay.

We made it through February.

March.


The Sports Day month. Had extreme training everyday for Green House cheerleader! Ok, to be honest, it weren't fun. We were darn stressed out. And we cried so much, seriously. But anyhow, we did our best.

First term exam. I weren't ready. OB-VIOUS-LY.

April.

It was Yen Theng's birthday month. Gave her a present and she loved it lots!

Then for the first time ever, I went out with Vivian Chong only. Was a super-b experience! I remembered one of the salesgirl urged us whether we've finished trying on or not. We were cam whoring, that's why it takes longer than usual. And Vivian was so nervous when she came that she kept on dropping the clothes. HAHA And she also kept complaining why others look at me but not her. LOL, silly her.

I was being emo for quite a while. And I actually was, almost gonna give up. But I thought again, we've gone too far, and it's not worth just because of that little obstacle.

May.

It was Xiang Ting's birthday month. Planned 3 surprises all together, and yipee - made her so happy. And rewarded me with a kiss. Ooh-la-la! HAHAHA

Then, there was also the big cleaning up held in school. During a school replacement, on Saturday lah. It was so enjoyable the whole day. Chatted non-stop with the guys! Fooled around, and I still remembered the Eric's Cup. Bwahahaha!


And not forget to mention, the 'bestest' teacher's day ever.

June.

Then the second term exam hits. Awful.

(The others I've partly mentioned in my previous post)

And also what I hope for, the coming days.

1. Meet up with my boyfriend who I haven't seen for 129 days! <3

2. Work out my Physics and Chemistry problems

3. Get all the movies, books on my pending list

4. Plan a great Farewell Party for our PRS Form Fives

5. Survive for one week without Xiang Ting while she's having competition at Hong Kong *in tears*

6. Attend Get Together Concert (if the performances and special guests are nice enough)

7. Attend PRS Night (which I'm really looking forward to)

8. Travel to ShangHai for the World EXPO event (if and only if, dad can afford)

9. Make a magazine that will satisfy my teammates for Mag Inc 2010

I guess that's all. See ya tomorrow, everyone! Au revoir.

Happy New Year!

So we've all reached the end of 2009. A bittersweet year. So much I had gone through, so much unexpected happened.

The first time my class worked together to clean up the classroom.

The first time I got so brokenhearted that I felt like dying.

The first time I joined the cheerleader team and hurt my waist so badly.

The first time I sang in front of the judges, during the Sentosa Idol.

The first time I became the captain of my team, during PRS Course and won The Best Team Leader.

The first time I accompanied Xiang Ting and Yen Theng to Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad

The first time I wore a Lembaga's uniform to school.

The first time I made a music video for the song - Breathe by Taylor Swift feat. Colbie Caillat.

The first time I went to the beach and played kites with my classmates.

The first time I had a partner-study with Xiang Ting, instead of a group study.

The first time I acted a drama with a bunch of great friends, The Nerd Production!

The first time I represented my school's PRS, for a course @UPM, with Chee Weng.

The first time I applied for Singapore Scholarship.

The first time I asked a lot of Hairul's close friend to make a video for his birthday.

The first time I had a surprise date in the school with my boyfriend.

The first time I hanged out with my lovely friends.

The first time, with all luck, I got Full As for PMR!

The first time I went for my primary school gathering.

So many first times, and I've experienced really, a lot. May better days lie in the future ahead. Happy New Year, love! Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010!

back to how it used to be.

So today morning I went back to my primary school, Yoke Nam for sister's Prize Giving Ceremony. Yoke Nam had changed so beautifully since I graduated! Anyway, so smart ass sister got the second place in her class. *jealous stare*

Roxanne, the third place and Sister.

Mommy and Sister.

Sister and Yours Truly.

Sindy, the first place and Sister.

It felt so familiar singing the school song once again. And I was amazed by how great the students sang. Compared to our school's, you wouldn't even believe how big the difference is. I wonder why our school's student doesn't enjoy like how primary kids do.

Besides, I was so proud when the principal announced that Yoke Nam was the highest full-As scorers for UPSR in Kuala Lumpur. That is just so great. 55 full A-s! I'm like seriously, wow. The result absolutely flew up so high. What a big improvement! The next badge definitely need to work harder than usual already.

And then, I finally watched Transformer 2 yesterday night. It was ... breathtaking. As Autobots and Decepticon fought, yes it was really breathtaking. When Optimus Prime died, I said, "He will come back to life definitely, as always." And yes he did, again in the end. As if he will never die, can't the Decepticon just tear him apart? lol. When the NEST team was fighting, dad said, "The humans make no difference being there. It's like only the Autobots are fighting." I laughed. Yeah, partly true though.

But I think another reason the movie was breathtaking is because of Megan Fox. Who can restrain from her hotness? Nobody can take their eyes of her! She's ...

She's ... just so hot! Like really so!

And this girl she was so wild, but I absolutely did not thought she was transformed from a Decepticon. Her robotic tongue, omg, just so ew.

Kok Jun, I'm absolutely not a match for Megan Fox, obviously, haha.

oh-so-random!

"Wake up, we're going out for breakfast!" mom shouted at my ears.

): I was having the loveliest dream I ever had. There were a lot of complications though, I wonder why the scene seems to be shifting from one place to another most of the time.

I dreamt about my first crush transferring to my school, I bumped into him in front of the office.
I dreamt about joining Sentosa Idol in a really big auditorium with Hairul. Xiang Ting was cheering with Mern Jo! HAHAHAHA
I dreamt about practicing Everyday under a shady tree with Hairul, then Kok Jun came interrupting. He said, "Click my ads!" HAHAHAHA
I dreamt about running then laying on a large parking lot and Hairul was screaming behind. *car-screeching sound*
I dreamt about having the worst headache I ever had and fainted, somebody carried me as I went unconscious. I heard Yen Theng said, "YER!" HAHAHAHA and Vivian Chong said, "OMG!" (just like how they used to say)

...

Funny, funny, funny! It was surely a lovely dream, as I dreamt so many people I missed.

So, today I passed by the school. I still feel like going school tomorrow, as if everything was still the same. I stared inside the school, so peaceful. But all those voices were ringing in my mind, all those faces were appearing. As if I could see everything that once happened in school. From the guard house, until the very end of the school compound, there has to be something happening in one of those corners. Aah, every single piece of unforgettable memories.

Then I passed by the Pizza Hut. The memories were flooding over my mind.

How hard the cast and crew laughed yesterday, how funny it was as the lorry driver horned us as we were talking pictures on the way back school, how unforgettable it was the first time I had my lunch there with Hairul and his nice friends, and ... the even long long ago, where we had the celebration with 1A12, sitting at the very very corner with my X, as our class just won the champion for basketball among class.

I love to say this, as always. Everything seemed like it just happened yesterday, so true, so real. Hopefully, it doesn't fade away and it will just stay. That is the reason why I love to stare, so I could keep in mind of everything. Every time I talk about all those beautiful incidents, I can say out all the little details, even the unknown who passed by, the cars, the walls. I know, unbelievable :D

...

Gotta go. Last but not least, I hereby wish Mun Wei, a really happy birthday! And Swee Imn, love you a lot! I'm pretty sure you know that already, HAHA :D

what a long way we have gone through.

Now, revealing the NEVER SEEN BEFORE ...

This video was recorded in the early year, when our class worked together to paint our class. Credits to Yen Theng, Vivian Chong and Teck Lai!

This video was recorded when we were all still in Form 1, at the end of the year. We were having our class party that day. All credits goes to Yen Kurr!

This video was recorded last year end. Credits goes to MJ and Xiang Ting!

Xiang Ting: "You cannot post up in blog!"
MJ: "You need to delete this video! After you watched, you have to delete it! You cannot put in slideshow!"
Xiang Ting: "Yes, you cannot put anywhere!"
Regigi: "Yea la, yea la, yea la."

Seems like I've broke my promises! *laughs*

This absolutely silly video was done by 4 Teens last year end. We were just a bunch of kiddies by then, I still remembered we even asked Puan Ooi (who was just inside the classroom) which is the right finger to fit in the rings. *laughs* I just realized there were people running around at the back. And look at Yen Theng in 1:25 with Regigi and Xiang Ting's passionate kiss!

This took me ages, people! There are still loads more coming on, will upload when I have the feeling to :)

tick tock tock.

24 days to go. I wasted another afternoon yesterday, so I'm gonna make it out today! No matter what.

Then, I found the journal Miss Ng asked us to write last year! My handwriting was atrocious! I'll probably share some of the lame incidents that happened.

24th of January, Thursday.
... Today ends here but tomorrow there's more.

Gee, what kind of ending is that? lol.

30th of January, Wednesday.
I went early today for latihan sukan. After that, my girlfriends and I have lunch at the canteen. The whole group of 2A2 wearing PBSM uniform sat beside us. Hairul came and then they started to exchange their name tag. Daniel is Mun Wei, Hairul is Wye Qyen ...

Daniel was really "perasan". He and Mun Wei exchanged name tag. Daniel said, "Hey, Daniel you so leng zai. Me, Mun Wei so ugly." We all kept laughing and laughing. Hairul exchanged with Wye Qyen. When the kakak wanna take the bowls. they all shaked the Pepsi and poured into the bowl. The kakak scolded them. Then, Hairul said, "Hairul, you see yourself so bad one." We laughed again.

Went up to Pusat Sumber. Their name became more confused and confused. Ting said, "My kaigor became leng zai." Jo said, "My kaigor became short already." It was really funny.

FUNNY is all I can say about always.

Wtf, see the last line. lol.

17th of March, Monday.
... Then she asked them what question will come out for Karangan. Some said pelancong asing, some said pendatang asing. She said, "Is pelancong asing or pendatang asing?" They all were shocked and said, "WHAT? Pelacur asing?" Everyone laughed ...

8th of April, Tuesday.
Wow! Wow! Wow! MJ cut her hair ...

Why? Why? Why today so many homework? Every period of subject also have homework! And the stupid noticeboard, why everytime also will have people tear it? What am I supposed to do? ...

15th of April, Tuesday.
... The guy behind is really easily bullied. Yen, "Regina say your handwriting very nice, what should you say?" Wei Loon, "Thank you." and we laughed cause he's like shy shy. Yen, "Then if someone give you sweets, what should you say?" Wei Loon, "Thank you." "No, you're wrong! Should say TAK NAK la!" We laughed into stomachache.

Omg, just look at the grammar mistake. Gee, laughed into stomachache! lol.

24th of June, Tuesday.
Oh god, today was so damn funny! We said the same thing at the same time. I forgot what did we said before that, then Yen said, "Cold blooded." Then we both said, "Reptiles!" and bursted into laughters.

HAHAHA, I still remember that.

Even though my handwriting sucks like hell, even though my grammar mistakes are that much that I couldn't even believe that was what I wrote, Miss Ng still commented twice: Regina, your life seem very interesting, lucky you! haha.

Alright, and I'm gone to continue mugging my books.

happy will fall in place.

To love or be loved?

I had an awful night, yesterday. Bothered by the headache, the ridiculous dream. Which made me on and off waking up. Luckily, my imagination are good which makes me easily wander off to my dreamland.

xiang ting was so distracted today in class. She doesn't has much intend on what the teacher was teaching (I can totally understand) because she was worrying a lot about yew onn who was sort-of having serious sickness yesterday. Plus, acting weird today. It reminded me the same thing which happened to me once, only the guy didn't realize.

That day.

He wasn't in school. I asked his friends what happened. They only shuddered their shoulders and said nothing. Hell-yeah, obviously I was worried. And then, one of his friend came over and told me he was really sick. I believed it, even though I have no idea that could have been just a joke. But when I went home, I don't dare to call him up. I was thinking that, since he's sick I should let him rest more rather than disturbing him. And so, I put down the phone.

Guess what? The next day, when I asked him in school what happened yesterday. He only answered me coldly and walked away. Oh my, I can't deny how disappointed I was. He didn't even care about how worried I was yesterday.

Alright, back to reality. That's just the past - forget about it! Skipped tuition today due to slightly headache. 10 days till PMR Trial! Gotta continue working on my stuffs, tata.

Have you heard there's this thing that heals?
And it's called time. - The Fall, Pixie Lott

those old times.

I found two videos I took last time, during Standard 6.
We went for a trip to Singapore.
And now, I realized we ARE so the childish :P
ENJOY ! laugh your lungs out people.





There are two more videos which are really really damn childish!
Which I don't wanna post up here, maluuuuuunya :DD
Later I will NO FACE arh.
Well, maybe when my girls come over, I'll let them see! hehes.