Tot ziens

The past few days had flown by in a blink of an eye.

I engulfed Safe Haven by Nicholas Sparks (a present given by Yen Theng and Jian Sheng) in 3 days time. As always, exhilarating, and just kept me flipping the pages non-stopped. My eyes were jumping fast among the jumble of words cause’ I was just so eager to know what’s on the next page. But well, at the end my eyes still flickered back to the top of the page, cause’ I knew I was going way too fast for me to understand the story.

It was nice but never comparable with Where Rainbow Ends by Cecelia Ahern.

I had been slacking and lazing around, pretty much because I find it hard to get back to work after a month of tiring exam. So there I was again, staring blankly into the air, with my mind lingering somewhere else. Most of the time, just dwelling on the past, you know?

Whenever I passed by his residential area, my eyes will easily surveyed the pedestrians walking around. But then, few moments later, I will sink down into my car seat, afraid of what I might see. Confused, broken hearted.

I read back all the stories we wrote, few years back, they brought back fond memories. I was reminded of how we used to have late night chats, how he likes to make me anticipated for his new chapter by giving me little snippets (or is that the word?), and so on so forth.

Aah. The good old days.

We were everything that's right at the wrong time. - The Last Goodbye, David Cook.

I wanted to send the letter out so badly, but I just simply cannot gather up my bravery or courage. It's hard to put an end to it, (well frankly speaking there's nothing really to end, is there?) when it's been so long.

I guess in the mean time, I'll just keep on clinging on to the scattered pieces left of our memories.

Tot ziens.

where you'd go?

If I die young,
Bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with a word of love song. - If I Die Young, The Band Perry.

3 chinese essays.

2 more weekends vacations.

1 event's rehearsals.

Oh no!

Revisions? STRIKE OUT THAT SHIT MAN

Any plan B? No.

After knowing Cheng Yee's news of flying to Australia to further study, quite of boosted my spirit. Yes I damn wanted to figure out all the questions for every single subject that I suck in. But but ... not with so many, okay maybe not that many, worries and problems bothering my brain. I couldn't get myself focus!

From time to time, I reward myself with silly treats.

Watched a movie, just because I copied 1 essay? Ridiculous. Ugh.

Come on, this is holiday! Relax a little.

Yeah, so they say. I've relaxed quite enough, as far as I know.

I had took a trip back to hometown, Ipoh last weekend. Bought another 11 movies again, oh my god, they are damn attention-seeker. Irresistible, you have no idea how badly I want to get my hands on them! Especially when you got THE LAST SONG STEP UP 3 INCEPTION SALT A-TEAM THE LAST AIR BENDER INGLORIOUS BASTERDS!

H was in Ipoh too, coincidentally. I felt a sudden closeness at the point of time. Besides, I also visited his second home, Taiping. When I saw the signboard showing towards MRSM, how I wished I can have a closer look! *winks*

What else?

Oh yeah. Sam Tsui and Kurt Hugo and the rest of his mates are amazing people.

time travelling.

Shot taken, 6:55pm, 17062010.

Can you believe we've reached the end of this mid year holiday already? Like I had just finished my exam yesterday! Time is such an unexplainable thing. Why does it always goes so fast? In a flick of an eye, less than 24 hours and we're back to school, again. Back to the lousy routine, where I drag myself to wake up everyday at 5.30a.m. and try hard to cope up with the hectic teenage life. You know, tuitions, schools. And where I forgot about bringing which exercise books and got scolded by our Malay teacher or where I did tons of mistake for not following our Modern Maths teacher's method. And at the end of the day, when I was about to sleep at 2a.m. in the morning, yet still worried about Chemistry questions.

Hell or not?

But. Nay, I don't hate going to school.

Here are some of the events that you guys have missed out about my holidays or ... well during pre-holidays too. Alrighty, first on the list, I say we follow the sequence of date okay?

Yours Truly, Xiang Ting.

So, Xiang Ting came to my house. Since 3 and a half years ago. FYI, I go to her house very often but this is only the second she steps in mine! Unfair kan? Ok, anyway she came and we finished off with the Civic Project which we had delayed for almost a month. As usual, we cam whored. I put on the self timer and set into outburst (3 pictures in a row) When we checked the photos, LMFAO, we did continuously three same poses. Woah, how do you find a best friend like that?

Clement Phang.

I went back school just a day after I came back from my vacation. Met up with Clement, Xiang Ting, Kwok Seong and Bi Qing to start working on our magazine. Yep, we've joined the Mag Inc 2010 competition organized by The Star. Had a great time with them! It's a very relaxing discussion technically. Obviously we didn't do much, hehe. Clement shared some of the Annoying Orange videos with us, and Kwok Seong laughed till his jaw was in pain! ROFL.

PRS'S IN WONDERLAND - KURSUS 2010

It was absolutely a blast! A great one. I'm pretty most of you had read the details from Yen Theng and Kok Jun's blog. So, I need not to say much. There had been quite a lot of problems and complications during the kursus, but still we made it through and everyone enjoyed it. I feel blessed. And it was heartwarming when I heard the seniors said we're very united. Love you guys!

My genius cousin sister, Cheng Yee.

Cheng Yee joined my family and I to watch Toy Story 3 at Pavilion, just a few days ago. The movie - was super fantastic! Very meaningful. My eyes felt a little wet when I watched the scene where Andy says goodbye to all his toys. Touching, very touching. I rate it 10/10. Plus some of the parts made me (not to mention all the other audience as well) laughed so hard! Mr. Potato Head and also, where Buzz Light Year. They're all awesome.

LOVE IT TO THE MAX!

The Time Traveller's Wife

I just started to engross myself into a novel when holidays already reached the end. Oh well. Never mind that.

reminiscence.

Roar, yelo readers. Yeap, I am back from vacation. Bout 2 days ago already? It felt different after leaving the island. It's like coming back to reality. And reality always seem cruel and mean to me. The island, just felt like - heaven.

As usual, I have lots to say. As usual again, I'm never gonna be free enough to update detail-ly about my vacation. Time just never allows, damn!

Anyway - in short, I had lotsa of fun. No doubt. But I became darker. "Not a shocker," Hairul said. LOL

People on the island are such nice people. Tourists from other countries are so friendly and humorous! Wherever I go, smiles are on people's face. How can I not love that place?

I remembered we went snorkeling with a few foreigners.

"Woah!" A middle-aged man shouted when he was snorkeling in the sea. We all turned and looked at him. All having the same thoughts in mind: A big fish? Who knows, funny cause he made the size of 1 cm with his fingers. And we all burst into laughter.

"Sharks are also fish," Our boat driver/snorkeler said.

"Yeah fish eat fish." A blonde woman added and snickered.

"We should get a notice saying - I'm not a fish, don't eat me," Her friend sitting beside her said.

"We eat fish too!" Dad said that, and the blonde woman raised her thumb, "Nice one!"

HAHAHAHA

I overheard the two blonde woman's conversations. They're both good swimmers as they went snorkeling without the lifejacket! Incredible.

"Hey I found Nemo!"

"So did you tell his father where Nemo is?"

LOL.

That's some of the recalls from my 'Summer' vacation. Will try to update my blog asap! Still got lots to do, love. Ciao!

i feel holiday.

"It's not merdeka, it's Moksya! (bersatu dengan Tuhan)" said Yen Theng when today, our last paper finally ... (breathless) finally over.

Now, let's recall what happened this few weeks of exam: (my memory is in excellent state hahaha)

p/s: there's no sequence for the incidents below.

1. A conversation between Kwok Seong Arthur and me.

"Regina, no offense but after you got into a relationship, did any admirers come upon you?"

"Naahhh, why?"

Kwok Seong lean his face towards me, and said seducing-ly, "Let me be the first one then!"

"Stop it lah," And I pushed his face away.

Kwok Seong blinked his eyes and said seducing-ly (again), "I have quiet eyes!"

"Sorry, I like eyes that talks."

"But my eyes are pretty!"

"Quiet eyes, a pool of lies." I recite the poem - Quiet eyes.

"Can you don't memorize those stuffs?"

Lol.

2. I screwed my essay paper. Yes, the only one paper which I'm REALLY REALLY confident of. Well, that was before the exam starts. Duh.

3. "I'm breaking up with you," said Arthur and pointing at Kwok Seong (his boyfriend), "For 2 minutes!" "I've never seen such sweet couple before! Oh boy."

Lol.

4. During History paper 2, I fell into a very - deep sleep. I finished about 1 and a half hour earlier (wow can't believe it) Due to extreme drowsiness, I laid my head down and slept.

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I felt someone pushing my hand, or was it somebody calling my name? I don't know, I've forgot about such details. Anyway, I just suddenly woke up. Puan Foo was standing in front of my table. She asked, "You ok? Sick or just tired?" I replied with a low tone, "Just tired." I looked at my watch - 5 more minutes till the paper ends.

Wow.

"I thought you fainted! You were in the same position for such a long time, gee. And your eyes, they're half closed one." Xiang Ting said - sort of in a state of shock. And I couldn't help but laugh.

5. When I've almost done my moral paper, I heard somebody snoring in class. SNORING! My eyes followed where Mr. Lim was walking to - ZHAO XUAN'S PLACE. He was sleeping in such a comfortable position! Then he took out his camera-phone, and snapped a picture if I'm not mistaken. LOL!

6. Wing Meng fell asleep for, almost every paper. I remembered once, forgotten what was the paper already, he slept in a queer position: Head leaning on to the wall beside his seat, and left hand (still) in the air. Mr. Lee saw and went over to his place, grinning. He took a pen and put it in between his fingers. Forming an extremely funny pose: Wing Meng was sleeping while taking a pen in the air!

But he gave no reaction. Somebody made a fake cough and he suddenly woke up. Then only he felt odd - why do I have a pen in my hand?

LOL.

And so now, holiday had begun. Yes I know I have lots to do, lots to do. First thing on the list - SUMMER VACATION SUMMER VACATION SUMMER VACATION. Ciao people, gonna get my skin tanned (or tanner) Sandy beach and blue sea, here I come yo! Heheh *wink*

updates!

My, my, I had never been that busy in my life before. For quite a few days, I've been going out so often. Or else, I'll be at home, working unusually hard on my Chapter Four. And my new blog, Summer's Long Lost Love. It's officially done now! And I feel so damn grateful. But, one thing for sure, now since I have a blog for my story, I had to work even more harder.

Now here's some pictures on what's been happening in my life. Sorry, I'm too lazy!

Three days of Koperasi Duty.

1. Had a very great time.
2. Learnt to bake pastry.
3. Done a pretty good job as a 'salesgirl'.
4. Earned more than 1 thousand for two days.
5. Talked about a lot of things with Teck Lai.
6. Witnessed the incident where the Vanilla Whirl caught on fire.
7. Met Sheng Yuan, Ryan, Jonathan and the others as they went for the chinese tuition.
8. Ate a lot of pastries, damn yummy.

Petaling Street.

1. It was really hot.
2. It was really crowded.
3. There's only about, one lane between all the shops. It was so narrow, that even I, couldn't walk.

Aeon Bukit Tinggi.

1. Bought a skirt, I have never wore one since 3 years ago.
2. The Christmas trees there, were made out of bottles.

1 Utama

1. The Christmas decoration is stunningly beautiful.
2. One of the show, performed by a bunch of choirs, including kids aged 5 to 10, god. They're so cute!

Yeap, that's how's my holidays going on. Ciao! :)

in the clouds!

So, the one day trip to Genting.

It was foggier than I've expected. Due to the raining season and all. The temperature was low, especially with the strong wind blowing, colder than ever! I could have likely get frozen if I were to stand there more than two minutes. I was searching for toilets most of the time. Why? Because the automatic hand dryer can make me feel warm. I'm a genius. Haha!

We stayed at First World Hotel. I always have a bad impression on First World. Rewinding back to the first time we stayed there, when it had just started doing business. The room was so small size! And there's no heater in the bathroom! Luckily, this time we were staying in the deluxe room, and thank goodness there was a heater.

Had all chicken for dinner. I swear I'm not touching chickens for, at least 1 day. The bill was shocking enough, 70 ringgit plus. Gosh!

Wandered around to feel the coldness before we headed towards Arena Stars for the show.

The show was so stunning and amazing! They presented all different chinese musical instruments in such a special way. I am so amazed. Even the girls played the traditional drums! They looked so beautiful in their dancing-s and all. It was such a terrific show! Got me so interested in playing those lovely instruments.

After the show, we headed to Starbucks Coffee. At the freezing temperature, when I was shivering, I drank an ice blended Mocha Frappuccino! Tasted so nice, and I wouldn't stop repeating the word, Frappuccino, lol.

My parents left me and my sister to find their luck in the casino. I played a few supah-dupah board games with her. After she went to bed, I worked on my story again. I'm above 6168 feet and still working on Summer's Long Lost Love! How cool is that huh. And best thing is, I managed to hide from all of my families. None of them knew! Ooh la la.

In the morning, everybody was sneezing. Haha! Had the worse breakfast ever, I felt like I was going to throw up. Wandered around once again. Too bad it was raining outside! Left Genting, had lunch. And finally, home sweet home.

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And I promise, Chapter Four is coming soon, people!

you left me speechless.

Watched Twilight the third time since dad bought it on Friday. Still so gorgeous, still so stunning, still so irresistible! Just let me compliment all of them now.

Edward is so so so so, perfect with his pale face and his red lips, gosh. And the way he talks, even a hello, made me just stunned. When he finally appeared in the movie, when he comes in the cafe, I'm like just wow.

Alice is so cute, jumping most of the time. What a big contrast seriously, with her soul mate, Jasper the one who looks like he's always in pain, Jessica said that. haha! And Rosalie, so so beautiful. Emmett looking funny as always! Esme, so kind, so lovely, the mommy type. Carlisle, aah, too handsome for a doctor I say. Eric, "I'm the eyes and ears of this place.", cute guy, Mike too, and Tyler! Jessica and Angela are sweeties.

And by the way, Bella's Lullaby, is so romantic, so nice. I truly can fall asleep with a smile on my face with that song replaying and replaying.

Edward's reaction in the Biology Class, is seriously pretty scary. When the wind blew Bella's hair and he suddenly covered his mouth, all looking so tense up.

When James tricked Bella to the ballet studio, as he just broke her legs, I can feel the so awful pain, you can hear how her bones cracked! Holy christ. And as James bit her, gosh. The venom spreading, her screaming, Edward biting James, gosh. The whole scene was so, scary.

Laurent's eyes are in red, so so scary. Victoria so evil looking, in the last part when she smiled, gosh, I know she's gonna revenge in New Moon.

Then later for the day, I was watching Ellen Degeneres Show. It was just so funny! Especially Taylor Swift's interview, awww. I love Ellen so much! See how Taylor reacts when Ellen asks her about Taylor Lautner, she is just so cute.

In the early morning, I went back school. So glad that I met Teck Lai! :D

"It was like so lonely when I came in, then I saw you!" said Teck Lai in excitement, haha.

So lucky for Mun Wei, cause he had an absolute blast outing yesterday at Sunway, glad to hear everyone of them were enjoying that much. Especially skating and falling even more, haha!

Say hello to my hot pink high heels!

Ooh lala :D

the happy ending arrived, at last.

During this last day of school, during this awesome day when we end our form three school year, during this emotional day where people cried and hugged each other, lots of thank you-s, lots of love, and lots of goodbye.

Time is going by, so much faster than I.

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The ending of this splendid year, had been a really, really, unforgettable day. So nice, so emotional, so happy, so many tears of joy. Everything just has to come to an end, isn't? And every time, I would be so unwilling to leave, all these memories of happiness.

Time flies, in a blink of an eye, it's the end already. What a year it had been. I've gone through so much, so much. I've fallen into the deepest valley, the darkest moment I've ever had. I've never been so happy in my life, as if I've took a trip to the heaven. Sighed, I'm going to miss everything, everything. School, friends, and love.

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So during this unforgettable day of last, early in the morning, we had a farewell ceremony when the seniors had their graduation ceremony. Chris was the representative of our class, to give a speech regarding her year of being a form three, following by the representative of other classes.

As all my girls left for their own works, I sort of wandered alone in the school. I saw Hairul then, in the canteen enjoying taking pictures with his dearest friends, I couldn't help myself from smiling. Ridiculous, I know, haha. Later, took a coupled photo with Hairul, Mun Wei and Swee Imn. Very, very lovely! :)

Swee Imn, Mun Wei, Hairul, Yours Truly.

Went up to PRS room, discussed about the New Moon outing and also continued taking pictures!

Yen Theng and Kok Jun. (I have a feeling of saying, they looks like couple! :P)

Xiang Ting and Kok Jun.

Kok Jun and Yours Truly.

Yen Theng and Hairul. (I love this picture, like a lot a lot, a lot!)

Yen Theng, Hairul and Kok Jun. (Kok Jun hates gap, haha!)

Then, during recess time, sat near Pre-U with Daniel, Mun Wei, Kok Jun and Joseph.

"Who's Lily?" I giggled.

"Lily Allen!" Daniel said.

"Fuck you! Fuck you!" Kok Jun started singing Lily Allen's song. *laugh-out-loud*

Eza, Hairul and Yours Truly. (Eza looked so cute!)

"My best friend and my girl friend!" Hairul said and I laughed.

I walked around the canteen, all the seniors looked so happy, enjoying their real, last day. They've graduated! All of them were taking pictures, everywhere! Imagine, that would be us, two years more eh.

1 hour and 40 minutes. Took pictures with 4 Teens, at Block G.

4 Teens!

Yen Theng, Mern Jo and Xiang Ting.

4 Teens!

4 Teens!

1 hour.

He held my hand and we enjoyed the silent moment together.

We pulled the chairs and sat under the sun, counting birds, spotting random things.

We walked to the muddy field and carved down our names on a tree.

AZ ♥ GG 13 Nov 09

He hugged me, and how I wish we never had to let go.

Yours Truly and Hairul.

Sighed. I'm gonna miss you, like really, really, a lot, a lot, Hairul.

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30 minutes.

Vivian Chong, Yours Truly, Yen Theng, Kok Jun, Dicsern and Chee Weng.

Dicsern, Kok Jun, Chee Weng, Vivian Chong, Yours Truly and Yen Theng.

Yours Truly, Mel Mel, Vivian Chong, Mern Jo and Yen Theng.

Yen Theng and Chee Weng with the Scream!

Hairul, Mel Mel, Kok Jun, Brian, Dicsern, Chee Weng, Keng Liang, Bala and Daniel.

"Ringgggggggg!" And there goes the last bell.

He secretly kissed me on my cheek and you have no idea how unwilling I was to leave, how difficult it is to say goodbye. Sighed.

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Had a really really awesome lunch with the cast and crew of Nerd Production at Pizza! The whole restaurant was filled with our laughters. Everyone had a great time indeed! We just couldn't stop laughing. The others were looking at us as if we're freak, but we really don't give a damn! All we wanted was just to enjoy, and it's sort of like a celebration and farewell at the same time.

Kar Yee, Wen Cai and Chris.

Jia Xin and Vivian Chong.

Yours Truly and Yen Theng, still with the Scream!

Chris, Swee Imn, Jia Xin and Vivian Chong.

"I'm a German au pair!" Teck Lai played with the fork and knife.

"Ugh! This is so disgusting!" Kar Yee said, as we laughed something about Chris.

We had so much fun!

In the end, we recorded a video of all our own characters saying, CHEERS! We laughed like shit, or like hell, just so hard, when we watched the video, over and over again. Gee, we had a really really great time! Love you all so much :)

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I went back to the muddy field and I really didn't wanna leave the place.