Jetlagged heart.

Yesterday night, someone else was in my dream, someone who had never been there before, but I was completely besotted by his presence. It was terrifying dream, though. The world was coming to an end you see. Due to the rising temperature because of the global warming, the sea level rose really fast. And I was in a shopping mall, he just appeared out of no where. I was screaming throughout the dream, shouting for my parents to speed up (unbelievably mom was still trying out clothes in the fitting room when the water were flowing in). I was so frightened.

So, he was there. He crushed me to his chest, clasped his fingers tight to mine. And boy, that was really comforting.

The rest of the dream, I've forgotten them all. Only that few seconds were glued to my mind.

breathless.

A night before, I dreamt of you holding me tight and close to your body. I can completely feel the warmness of your skin gently brushing against mine. That extreme joy projected in your eyes. That undescribable happiness shown on my smile. Our faces just inches away. And my lips trembled, excited yet nervous to lock mine on yours. Then. I was suddenly drawn out of my dreamland. Gratefully, the extraordinary feeling still clung on me and was brought back to reality.

never thought we'd have a last kiss.

I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. - Letters to Juliet, Sophie.

I'm suddenly reminded of a sweet dream (with horror ending) I had in Korea.

I don't remember how I got that. But.

I was walking in an unfamiliar street. Even so, my legs started taking me towards a certain direction. Then I saw a corner shop, all covered with hand made daisies, in and out. It was dazzling under the sun. I remembered very clearly, the white petals and yellow in the middle.

I stepped inside immediately. And amazingly I saw Sweety inside. He hugged me like we haven't seen each other for ages. Yes, he folded each and every single daisies for me. (in my dream) OH MY GOD. Then, he held me close to him and we went outside and started counting the flowers.

When I woke up, my cheeks were wet. Tears of joy! *smiles*

but you choose death and company.

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes cause we're having a good time. - So Happy I Could Die, Lady Gaga

"Nice body shape."

Wow. The first time ever in my life, I heard somebody, a relative of mom's commented that on me. Haha!

Had a terrible, horrible nightmare yesterday night. Imagine, the combination of Transformer and Twilight! Gee, I think I watched too many movies already. Oh gosh.

Besides, yesterday night 12.15am, the poll for the Best Couple Award of the Year finally closed. It had been a tight fight, definitely! Mostly, me and Hairul, Swee Imn and Mun Wei will get a tie, or not one vote of difference.

And so, we are the King of Spade and Queen of Heart, hahaha. Kok Jun said there would be prizes given for the nominees, I'm so curious to know what would that be! Funny as Xiang Ting asked who was the two person who gave Yew Onn and her the pity two votes, lol.

Remember few days ago, the meteor shower I talked about? Hell, it did happened! I read the newspaper yesterday and it really did happened! It was cloudy, but by 4 something if I wasn't mistaken, meteor started falling from the sky. It wasn't just one, but a lot started, it was really the meteor shower. Ahhhhhhhhhhh. 33 years. I'll still be alive by then right?

Mom finally found a studio that teaches hip hop dance. I so wanted to learn, or at least take a look on how people have their lessons on dancing! Dad is ... sort of frustrated on this request. He asked me instead to join my mom in doing yoga. Very funny. I want to learn to dance, so long already. He said learning hip hop, might lead to a dark pathway. Gee. I know, but ... am I that type who would turn into like that? What stripper? God, come on. Dancing is so fun. I wouldn't lose control on that, please. Sighed.

Anyway, tonight is 2012.

And now I'm gone to find a good movie to chew me up. Adios senorita.

oh-so-random!

"Wake up, we're going out for breakfast!" mom shouted at my ears.

): I was having the loveliest dream I ever had. There were a lot of complications though, I wonder why the scene seems to be shifting from one place to another most of the time.

I dreamt about my first crush transferring to my school, I bumped into him in front of the office.
I dreamt about joining Sentosa Idol in a really big auditorium with Hairul. Xiang Ting was cheering with Mern Jo! HAHAHAHA
I dreamt about practicing Everyday under a shady tree with Hairul, then Kok Jun came interrupting. He said, "Click my ads!" HAHAHAHA
I dreamt about running then laying on a large parking lot and Hairul was screaming behind. *car-screeching sound*
I dreamt about having the worst headache I ever had and fainted, somebody carried me as I went unconscious. I heard Yen Theng said, "YER!" HAHAHAHA and Vivian Chong said, "OMG!" (just like how they used to say)

...

Funny, funny, funny! It was surely a lovely dream, as I dreamt so many people I missed.

So, today I passed by the school. I still feel like going school tomorrow, as if everything was still the same. I stared inside the school, so peaceful. But all those voices were ringing in my mind, all those faces were appearing. As if I could see everything that once happened in school. From the guard house, until the very end of the school compound, there has to be something happening in one of those corners. Aah, every single piece of unforgettable memories.

Then I passed by the Pizza Hut. The memories were flooding over my mind.

How hard the cast and crew laughed yesterday, how funny it was as the lorry driver horned us as we were talking pictures on the way back school, how unforgettable it was the first time I had my lunch there with Hairul and his nice friends, and ... the even long long ago, where we had the celebration with 1A12, sitting at the very very corner with my X, as our class just won the champion for basketball among class.

I love to say this, as always. Everything seemed like it just happened yesterday, so true, so real. Hopefully, it doesn't fade away and it will just stay. That is the reason why I love to stare, so I could keep in mind of everything. Every time I talk about all those beautiful incidents, I can say out all the little details, even the unknown who passed by, the cars, the walls. I know, unbelievable :D

...

Gotta go. Last but not least, I hereby wish Mun Wei, a really happy birthday! And Swee Imn, love you a lot! I'm pretty sure you know that already, HAHA :D

Love is one, big illusion.

Life is full of surprises. I never thought I would meet you again, in my dream. It feels good to tell you everything that has been on my mind for ages. It feels good to cry out all my sadness in your arms. It feels good to see you once again, even though it’s just a dream.

我好想见你，曾经爱过我的你。我好想见你，曾经我爱过的你。

没了你，我只能活在回忆里。

exhausted.

Rain drops keep falling on my head,
reminded me of that day the umbrella that knocked your head.

I woke up in the morning, realized that my cheeks are wet. The only image appearing in my mind was -- me holding yentheng and crying so helplessly. OMG, I wonder what happened in my dream.

Went for cheering two days. Quite fun as the pom-poms are finally finished! Felt so cheerleader-ish, haha. It's raining now, hopefully the rain will stop soon. Or else, how do you suppose use to cheer? aww.

And I believe that everything will be fine in the end. If it's not fine, then it's not the end. (:

Day Thirty-Seven.

I had insomnia last night. Went to bed by 11.00pm, finally managed to sleep by 2 something. Grr. I better not think about anything before I sleep anymore, or else I'll have that 'thing' stuck in my head and panda eyes the next day.

Yesterday's dream was so funny! School reopen, but the whole school compound changed. It looks very alike with my primary school, Yoke Nam. Then, I was leaning on rocks talking to Mern Jo and Xiang Ting. When I wanted to ask Xiang Ting something, I saw someone jumped from the highest floor of our school's block G. Like, you know Marvel's superhero? lol. Guess it turned out to be who? Ihsan, LOL! And then, I turned around and saw Alena standing there. I teased her, as if she have 'something' with Ihsan. haha.

After I teased Alena, the twin appeared in front of me. And they attacked the girls and I with throwing stones! What we do? We run, of course. I ran the other way and then got crashed by a lorry! But, I didn't die. lol, someone saved me. And that's the end of the funny dream. haha!

Alright alright, I'm insanely laughing here. Gonna have a tuition later. And I felt nervous! Afraid to meet new friends, duh. 3pm to 6pm! Awful 3 hours! And I think I'll choose the place behind, so that 'new student' won't be so obvious. Scary! ):

Oh oh, also added another song in the playlist. And also a little change in the title. Just to make some christmas feelings, haha. All I Want For Christmas Is You by Mariah Carey. Gotta run! Ciaoz.