NO, honestly I still don't understand. Lots of question marks coming out from my mind. You said you don't wanna let the feeling grow bigger and bigger, and so you ignored me ? If it's like that, when will my invisibilty be gone ? You gonna ignore and ignore, until the feeling is gone ? Did you even thought how will I feel ? Did you knew how badly it feels ?
All the while, I thought it was only myself thinking too much, there ain't any problem bettween us. Thinking everything will be alright, comforting myself. But, now I know the truth, and the ignorance kills me. I hate to be treated like this, I don't want to lose you. I don't care whether that guy is better or what-so-ever, because I just want you back. I don't care who-ever he is, I just want you back.
Even we don't have the fate to be together, we can at least be friend right? It's way better than now, it's not good at all being like this. I'm hurt because you ignored me, and you're hard to get rid of that feeling. So, why be so hard? Why don't just be back normal? And let the feeling to slowly go off, why force yourself? I know, it hurts if you keep that feeling, but now you're being selfish. You wanted to get rid of that feeling, by always ignoring me, and hurting me. THIS IS SELFISH! Why there ain't a better way of solving this? Why this kind of things happen on me?
And now, I only realized you still have a place in my heart, that can never be replaced.
All the while, I thought it was only myself thinking too much, there ain't any problem bettween us. Thinking everything will be alright, comforting myself. But, now I know the truth, and the ignorance kills me. I hate to be treated like this, I don't want to lose you. I don't care whether that guy is better or what-so-ever, because I just want you back. I don't care who-ever he is, I just want you back.
Even we don't have the fate to be together, we can at least be friend right? It's way better than now, it's not good at all being like this. I'm hurt because you ignored me, and you're hard to get rid of that feeling. So, why be so hard? Why don't just be back normal? And let the feeling to slowly go off, why force yourself? I know, it hurts if you keep that feeling, but now you're being selfish. You wanted to get rid of that feeling, by always ignoring me, and hurting me. THIS IS SELFISH! Why there ain't a better way of solving this? Why this kind of things happen on me?
And now, I only realized you still have a place in my heart, that can never be replaced.
