I can stand no more, tears finally dropped down. Why ? Why ? Why ? Now I know, it's not me thinking too much, it's just the fact, the truth ! And I cannot face it. Don't tell me you did not try and ignored me, I knew you did. I can see it through what you did. You said 'HI' to the others as if I'm invisible, as if you can't see me either. You said 'BYE' to her, even mentioning her name, but not even one smile to me ? Your body has gone, now even your soul too ? When you said 'HEY', how I hope you were talking to me, but I was just dreaming. Sometimes when I wanted to say 'HI' or just smile at you, I don't dare, you know why ? Because I scare when I do so, you ain't gonna give me any respond, I won't get any reply. That will be, very hurt. I don't want that to happen on me, so I don't dare to try.
But, how I hope you could do so .
Forgive and forget ? You only did the forgiving part, for the forgetting part is still a question mark. Maybe you really did forget, you forget by forgetting me, not forget my mistakes. But, it's okay about not forgeting my mistakes, cause I know I did wrong, very wrong, and hurted you badly. If there is a chance, I would choose to turn the time back and not making that decision, I shouldn't just let go like this, I should try and fix it back.
Sometimes I felt like you're a two-face person, when we're chatting through internet, you seems so good and I feel that you're so famillar, you're the one I once knew. But when we faced together in school, you seems totally different, we're like absolute stranger, and the wall between us ? Is getting thicker and thicker until we can never go through.
About my future, my sight are all blurred, I don't know which way to go. I'm only living in a miserable life, life is just not perfect without you. I hate being treated like this, I hate this INVISIBILITY, can't it just get off of me ? Please, can you please talk to me ? look at me ? even just a lil smile ? I also won't mind, as long as I ain't NOBODY in your heart. I really hope, there's still a turning back, back to those old days, days that our laughs and smiles are all true ...
But, how I hope you could do so .
Forgive and forget ? You only did the forgiving part, for the forgetting part is still a question mark. Maybe you really did forget, you forget by forgetting me, not forget my mistakes. But, it's okay about not forgeting my mistakes, cause I know I did wrong, very wrong, and hurted you badly. If there is a chance, I would choose to turn the time back and not making that decision, I shouldn't just let go like this, I should try and fix it back.
Sometimes I felt like you're a two-face person, when we're chatting through internet, you seems so good and I feel that you're so famillar, you're the one I once knew. But when we faced together in school, you seems totally different, we're like absolute stranger, and the wall between us ? Is getting thicker and thicker until we can never go through.
About my future, my sight are all blurred, I don't know which way to go. I'm only living in a miserable life, life is just not perfect without you. I hate being treated like this, I hate this INVISIBILITY, can't it just get off of me ? Please, can you please talk to me ? look at me ? even just a lil smile ? I also won't mind, as long as I ain't NOBODY in your heart. I really hope, there's still a turning back, back to those old days, days that our laughs and smiles are all true ...
I look at the lights outside,
wondering how are you tonight ?
wondering how are you tonight ?
