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Had been such a tiring school day!

First and second period was maths, everyone was really concentrating to answer the questions mr teng gave us! Such a headache period. Then during geografi period, we had the intervensi exam (do you still remember when's the last intervensi exam?) Was another headache period as I didn't study yet, agh. We had dictation for our oral presentation during english class, I was writing like shit but in the end didn't manage to finish too. And wrote an essay during chinese period. Did not really stopped and rest expect for pjk!

Besides that, there are tons of projects for awaiting us. sejarah, geografi, kh and seni! omg, omg. So stress lah whey! And I still haven't started planning the prs kursus. That's another omg for me. But I'm sure I can finish everything perfectly or almost perfect. See, I'm still that optimistic. lalala :D

Oh yeah, the green house perbarisan guys are so funny. They wanted to find us - green house cheerleaders regarding jamuan stuff and so on. But because all of them are so talkative, in the end they didn't manage to talk anything related to jamuan stuff. I definately can talk with them hours and hours without stopping - all filled with craps! ha-ha-ha. They still confused between xiang ting and me. And the way they mix up both of us made me laugh the hardest for today :D oh god.

Spotted a yellow birdy when I got back home. Oh, sweety. Not to forget, yen theng brought the China Press - Entertainment Edition in the morning. And I spotted az, bala, suzanne, suzanne's sis, benjamin wong, ihsan and amanda seng! laugh-out-loud. Don't need to mention it's Archie's concert lah! They were on newspaper, omg :P

Click to enlarge and spot those people I mentioned!

breathless.

Such a dramatic and breathless week it had been! I'm just so glad it's over. Oh no, not yet. Aduh.

Best friends arguement are solved, unexpectedly. But I'm really really happy though.

The competition of the class 'terceria' made me gone mad! Seriously, had gone crazy and was so nervous. Asking who-who-who to do this and that, thinking of more and more ideas. Shouting here and there, shut up etc. etc. The first time I got so frustrated. Because today was the dead line! And who knows, the dead line delayed again. Till end of this month, which is next week.

Whether how, was happy because most of our artists are willing to help. And teachers are delighted to see their cartoon-ish picture. Thank you so so much for everything, 3A12-ers! I was the one who gave the idea but without others help, it meant nothing.

Oh yeah, not to forget I've finally got my con. but still didn't manage to put it on by myself. Sometimes, I get mad about it too. Cause my eyes can't open as wide as how it supposed to be. Fed up lah!

Training for cheering are getting harder and frequent now. As the Sport Day is 1 more months and 2 weeks away! Tomorrow going back to school and practice too. But I know it's weird, I still enjoy it a lot! Quite proud of myself everytime I succeed in doing some hard formation or pose. :D

PRS Mesyuarat Agong today was so crowded. Can't even believe my eyes! Whether how, just can't wait for this year kursus as we'll be staying over night! Yay. The numbers of the new members are so many, and they gonna start Ice Breaking next week! heeeheehe.

And I really don't know what to do as it seems like my life schedule is so packed up. 2 more weeks till exam! Help me! Next week, I still need to stay back with Kenny and hopefully can get some donations for the charity. PRS stuff, I wonder why Cheng Li choose us? wtv lah.

Extreme , extreme !

Urgh. I'm extremely, extremely tired. My legs wasn't killing me, it killed me. I can't take even one step anymore, my butt might sticked to the chair. My eyelids are so heavy, that they would fall down any minute. I'll definately fall asleep in front of my laptop after this post.

Yen Theng came back from Star Cruise today, safely. She talked a lot about the food, the show, etc. How I wished I had a chance to try the 'Chocolate Buffet' ! And also watching the Miss Universal, lol. I'm glad that she had an enjoyable trip and not to forget there are 80+ pictures. Hah, good job Yen Theng ! I'm looking forward on those pictures. She was talking non-stop, and then after recess she suffered from back pain.

Mern Jo had an headache today. She went and bought a Panodol and slept a while in the classroom with Yen Theng, she's having back pain as I'd mentioned above. I wanted the record them actually, but didn't got the chance to. So, that's why my legs killed me. I was feeling fine at that time, no pain, no headache. I called them to rest and went to help Pn. Ooi. I'd ran around the school compound, finding the teacher for the SPBT. Can u imagine ? {I guess you can't.} Running around the whole school ! Even pointing my toes gives me the pain.

Why my eyelids are so heavy ? As i said in the post before this, I had a 'great' night yesterday. How great ? I was talking sacrasmly, of course I did not have a great night yesterday, dumb. Alright maybe half great, half awful.
Below is the dramatic story about yesterday night :

It's in the middle of the night, most of my neighbours slept, so are my parents. But, not me. I was still busying preparing the present of someone special. I had planned the present since 47301575508943 months. And finally the day is here, tomorrow is finally the big day for him ! The Bottle Of Happiness, is the name of the present. It included all his friends' birthday wishes for him and not to forget my lucky stars and hearts. It was hard finding his friends at the beginning, but with others' help, I succeed ! He told me before, his last year's birthday was very sad and pathetic. Only 5 close friends wished him, I really feel sorry for him. And so, that creative mind of mine came out of this idea !

My computer was on, the song Hate That I Love You was playing and I was humming the melody cheerfully. At the same time, I was also thinking of a way to give him his present. And then, I guess I went into my dream or something.

' ...I was in school and I kept on avoiding from him ... I guess he was hoping I would wish him Happy Birthday ... Recess time, I grabbed the present and tiptoed into his class ... Luckily no one was there, after observing a few seconds, I found his table ... I was about to put the present on his table and walked out of his class ... '

Piaaaaaaang ! Gosh, gosh, gosh. I woke up from my dream, "What happened ? What happened ? ' I looked around, nothing. But then, I looked down, the bottle of happiness fell to the floor. IT FELL TO THE FLOOR ! IT FELL TO THE FLOOR ! My mind kept on repeating all these words, other than that it was blank ! BLANK ! Then, I broke down a little. My efforts, everything it's gone! Just like that. That second, everything just PUUFFFFF, gone and disappeared into the thin air ! I went to my parents' and sister's bedroom to check if the sound woke them up. But it did not.

My heart was beating very fast, it's like as if i'm close to death. I kept on breathe in and breathe out, trying to calm myself down. But I can't, I just stood there, legs trembling, teeth chattering. AM I STILL IN MY DREAM ? I slapped myself to make sure, "Ouch !" NO IT'S NOT A DREAM ! IT'S TRUE ! "What should I do ? What should I do ?" I wasn't worried about cleaning up the mess, I was worrying about the present ! All the stars and hearts scattered on the floor. I sat down and started picking up the stars and hearts, making sure that they're still in a good condition. Yes, they're fine.

Then, I started picking all the broken glasses. Every single piece of them, are like my heart. Minutes ago, it was still the bottle of happiness; Now, it's only a bunch of broken and useless glasses. After cleaning all the mess, I only realized that I got a cut on my hand. I guess I was too shocked, as if I just had a heart attack, I didn't even had the feeling of pain. Or maybe I knew it but it was only a small cut and I didn't bother about it ? Well, maybe. "Ouch !" Now I had my feeling of pain back again, I got another cut under my leg, I stepped on a tiny glass. It was like the glass knocked my head and I woke up.

"ACCEPT THE FACT ! THE BOTTLE OF HAPPINESS IS NO MORE ! THINK OF A WAY !" I said to myself. But what ? Is there another bottle of happiness ? Hold on a second, I think there is. And then, I went searching high and low, looking for another bottle of happiness. After 43015810958 hours, "HOORAY ! I'VE FOUND IT!" Thank god there is another bottle of happiness, THANK GOD ! And then, I continued preparing.

This time, it really success and the bottle of happiness landed on it's right owner. So, I guess those tears and blood dripping are worth because I saw him smiling (:

So dramatic yeah ? Well, partly it's true. And that's the reason I was
yawning and yawning so much in school today. Anyway, my hand cut was not really that serious. Just a little cut, no big deal. I'm fine though ! Have another special post to make, better be fast !

Cause you and i both loved.

It's been a few tiring days. Sleepless night was exciting to me, but later I feel so so damn tired, my eye lids were sooooo heavy. I was in school that time, and it was Miss Ng period, I was so sleepy but I must tahan and don't let my head fall down. If not, bad ending.

Besides that, classmate looks so pale and tired also. All busy and busy about the sejarah project. Everyone were like phew . .. after finishing the thick thick project ! And and, today I went to school earlier, my girls said it was so obvious why I go early on Tuesday ONLY, lols. Well, it turned out to be a really really happy morning, the sun was shining ! Pagi hari ini sangat indah :DD

I got the chance to paint the wall ! Oops, I forgotten to say. Our class were now joining a competition of painting the wall of our school. We draw and colour with paint, feels so pro la ! lols. And by our ownself only arh, haaha. Our wall is at Blok B, the one beside book shop. Well, it's not finished yet. We are all still working hard on it, I feel proud because I did help, although only a lil :P haha.

Last word : G . L . A . Z (: