everything everything everything

Exam, only 2 weeks from now.
I still have no intend on studying.

H said don't whine, so I think I better not begin with all my complaints. (teehehe)

6 days ago - Sports Day Rehearsal

Tears overflowing.

Red House, I have nothing to talk about (honestly, I don't even want to mention). Yellow House, everything was great, everything was perfectly done. No mistakes, outstanding formations, neat and clean moves. No doubt, the best of all. Blue House, moves wasn't that good, some were slower. But formations definitely deserved the applause from the audience.

Green House. I've got so much to say. I didn't experience any fear or stage fright feelings during the whole performance. I was dancing from my heart, smiling and enjoying the music. But I struggled to be cheerful most of the time, it was really difficult especially realizing I made so many obvious mistakes. Some technical problem occur and affected a little during our cheering part. Even so, I was still glad that people screamed and cheered for us. "Ohhhhhh..." People even sang when Bad Romance was played.

But still, compared to others - we look more like loser.

After the rehearsal, we started adding more formations. I was able to go up high, succeeded nearly every time. Who knew, after we had our lunch, I never got it right. I fell nearly 3 times and tears came bursting out. No, I wasn't in pain. But the guilty feeling was so strong. I COULDN'T DO IT AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. I kept on asking myself, what the heck is wrong with me.

Sometimes I felt it's unfair. (ok, skip this one)

At one time, both base and flyer - me, all bursted into tears. I couldn't stand the guilt, the other two couldn't stand being blamed. Remember, it's all about team work. If the flyer falls, there's no one to blame because everyone are responsible for it.

Though it had been a hard day for all of us, one thing I was thankful about is, at least in the end everything turned out better. No matter how bad the others' criticized us.

4 days ago - Sports Day

We did so much better. Really. There might be some of the minor mistakes done. But we really did our best and pushed it all out. We used up all our strength, trying to gain back what we should get after so many months of training, after so many wounds and tears.

The result was extremely disappointing.

I hate it when people comes out telling us we can win, when it turns out totally different and the trophy was grabbed by others again. This time was worse than last year. The feeling is so bad, listening to the champion team screaming and cheering beside us. Especially it's the team whom their attitude are always disliked by us.

Ok stop. It's not worth getting upset and mad.

To cheer up the whole thing, one funniest thing - and extremely embarrassing incident happened to me during the performance. If you had watched the video, I wished you didn't notice so. But, my shoe flew out.

As I was climbing up Pui San's shoulder during the first formation, one of my shoe fell out. When I jumped down, (was suppose to rush to another formation) I struggled on what to do. I don't even have a second to analyze. I totally have no time to wear my shoe again. And it would absolutely look foolish with only one shoe. So, I kicked off the other shoe. And scrambled up to Choir Yin's shoulder, continuing the third formation.

I wore no shoes after that. I never realize the running track - where we danced was so hot! I tried to keep myself from laughing out loud as Chor Yee ran passed me and blurted out, "Whose shoes is this?!"

ROFLOLMFAO.

I was so grateful when the performance finally ended.

Look here my victors,

we will rock the house next year!

exhaustion!

That was last Saturday. Girl Guide's first meeting session.

Today was the first cheering training. Yellow House and Red House sounded extremely confident and excellent. Both were totally screaming their lungs out. I was pretty annoyed. They were so loud, seriously! All their seniors came back. And I miss Ee Ring. Anyway, no doubt it was tiring, no doubt it was happy and fun. I'm currently suffering from dehydration and exhaustion! Nah, kidding. It's only the first day, how bad can it go.

Extremely busy though, ciao.

Who rock the house? Green house do!

The so-called-jamuan/celebration of green house held at Desa Water Park was totally super duper awesome and fun like hell! Here’s briefly what happened:

After PRS Kursus Asas, we all waited till 2 something for nothing (yeah sort of lah) Watched shee ping and an unknown practicing taekwondo. tze woh and a lot of unknown taught me to ride bicycle (I know, I know, how old am I? I don’t even know how to ride a bike) but I didn’t manage to learn also (not a good teacher I suppose, whee) by 2 something shee ping told us it’s time to go already, so we took a taxi and went off.

It was quite crowded at there. Went in with an excited mood. Spotted han han and mit mit taking photo crazily at the locker area. Both of them were so high, they’re not even in the water yet. Settled everything down, we took off our slippers and ran to the cool water. The sun was burning like omg man, and our legs were feeling like on fire when we were on the land!

Everyone suddenly started splashing here and there and for once I was completely wet! Couldn’t find ee ring and the others by that time yet, but they arrived earlier than us and started to play already! And so we lend the tubes, walked up lots of stairs and stairs and finally get to slide down from the top of the world (what am I talking about here? Aduh.) It wasn’t as scary as I thought it would be. I wanted to try the highest one but it was closed, yorz.

The best part was when all of our tubes joined together during the shockwave came. The waves were so big that it kept on pushing us apart. But yet we still stick to each other and walked towards the waves, laugh-out-loud. A lot of the tubes sink, included mine too! Once I came up after falling into the water, the waves and the tubes kept on pushing me to the shore. Aiyo, and it’s so damn hard to walk back to the water again. It’s really fun, we all hold our hands damn tightly and everyone tried to climb up to the tubes. Finally, we succeeded walking to the end of water – where the waves are the biggest, damn exciting man and relaxing man. tze woh holding me beside was like so tired of pulling us, while I almost slept on the tube. Haha!

Honestly we did not play much but only remain floating on the water and doing pyramid. Haha! Damn funny one loh, kept on trying to do stunt and sitting on people’s shoulder. Too bad not all of the cheerleaders came, aww. After having our tea break, the guys started throwing people into the water. At first I was swimming, when I came up to breathe they all suddenly carry me and throw me into the water. I was like omg, when did it happened? Haha!

And I couldn’t stop peeping at the couple, aww they were so sweet. Damn jealous one you know, so I stopped peeping and continued fooling around with the others. You can never believe what they did, picture will proof to you everything! By 5 they started calling us to go back home, so we went and bathed and so on. Took group picture and everyone went home, most of the guys went back to school for the camp fire while girls went to mid valley for movie! But I went home.

It was such a fantastic celebration and obviously it cheered me up. I think I became darker already, omg. Seriously, I’m very tired. Gotta sleep, nite.

p/s: there are too many pictures and I'm really (x10) tired of typing captions.

Conclusion for the day: I realized the guys (even though unknowns) from the perbarisan are cute, caring and lovely people! (:

cheeeeeeering! :D

Yada yada I know that sports day have ended since ages. But finally I found the full version of green house cheerleaders' performance! Next Saturday we're gonna have celebration at shelby's house with our dearest perbarisan members. It definately gonna be a super fun night! :)

so what?

The truth’s not pretty, no one likes to look it in the face.

Woke up with wet cheeks again today. I dreamt that green house got the first prize and ang ang ran over us and grab it away. Omg, guess I really crave for the trophy.

No more cheering practice from now on anymore. I really will miss it a lot. Even the chances of meeting the other cheerleaders are difficult too. Just hoping we’ll be able to gather once again during the celebration dinner.

Went to Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad for the history project. Felt awkward as a lot of cars were passing by and dad was helping me to take pictures, lol.


p/s: I sound very ‘sexy’ now due to over screaming yesterday. So don’t get shock tomorrow yeah!

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Found the video for green house and ang ang's cheerleaders. Broke down again viewing at the people's comments, saying green house should be the champion! Asked us not to be sad and disappointed. Saying that the music is the crew's fault, the judges' decision are wrong and so on. Omg, so touching. The video is quite blur, waiting for yan hua and kok jun's cousin to upload clear ones. And green house's one is not the full performance too.





I got speechless after watching ang ang's performance. There's only one thing revolving in my mind: we deserve more than they do. I don't mean to be offensive or what. But green house cheerleaders are way better than theirs' alright. It's just only that one unfair mark given by the judge. Only that one mark ...

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Found Encik Sahrul's - our green house teacher's facebook and he took quite a lot of pictures. And I spotted ee ring wiping her tears off, aww.

Green house, green house!

Say who will rock the house this year?
GREEN HOUSE! GREEN HOUSE!

Let me begin the story from the day we had rehearsal in school now.

3rd of April, Friday.
Arrive at school by 6.45am and started to practice a few times before the rehearsal. Even ee ring too, raise her thumb up and say we did great. But yet all of us were so nervous, afraid might unable to do this and that.

And so, we went for the marching rehearsal first. Mit Mit was the first to scream, “Ah, I stepped on cow shit!” Yes, we marched in the dirty, yucky, icky mud – our school’s field. We all felt like vomiting as it really looks like stepping on shit lah plus that ew-smell from the mud! Some don’t even dare to look at own self’s legs, including me, hehe. After that, we rushed to the toilet to wash our legs and rushed to prepare for our cheering rehearsal.

We wanted to get either the 2nd or the 3rd position. But luck ain’t on our side, we were the last to perform. We were even more afraid that the audience might be bored about the cheering performance. But too, we thought that as we were the last one we should do our best and let them forget all of the others’ performance in front.

And so, we waited and waited. Our beat got wrong at the beginning, we started to panic. But then, when the audience started to clap their hands, we then only felt a little bit better. We were all so moody after the rehearsal, because that ain’t our best show. Besides that, I felt so bad because I took wrongly the pom-poms, grrr. Later on, chee ping came and comfort us that the teachers said that if we do even more better we definitely can fight with ang ang. Then, we only got a little bit cheerful.

4th of April, Saturday.

kuso shelby xiao qing pui kei (from left)

yours truly mern jo

yours truly mern jo xiang ting

mit mit (men as usual :D) yan ling

mern jo xiang ting (two zi lian po :P)

shelby (bian tai one! :P)

guys guys, green green!

mit mit han han with jermin's drum set

We practice so hard as it was the last day of training already. Had lunch at KFC with hanhan liew liew mitmit pui sin monie xiang ting mern jo yan ling. The ex-leaders came too, but we felt a lot of pressure seriously. We marched in the hot sun and then immediately without resting we continued our cheerleading. I don't blame the ex-leaders nor the cheerleaders to get mad, as all of us wanted to win.

I went to bed by 9 something and revised all the steps before asleep. I was really scare I might forgot the steps and ruined the whole thing. As I have hurt myself twice - waist and head to create the pyramid, I'm really afraid I might hurt once more. So, I didn't get to do it correctly everytime - only me! I was like omg, me again? I was praying that I wouldn't make any mistakes on sports day!

5th of April, Sunday.
Woke up by 4.30am and had a shower, felt so excited! Arrived at school by 5.45am and did some warm ups with shelby. Practice new steps after ee ring arrived and all panicked as the bus came already and we haven't finish yet! Managed to finish nicely and got up to the bus, straight to Stadium Bukit Jalil.

ee ring gave us the 4 ringgit leggings and we struggled on the bus to wear it, lol. We shouted our cheering and some even started dancing the steps even we're on the bus. After finished wearing the leggings, we arrived.

just arriving outside the stadium

waiting inside the stadium

We were like 'wow' when we walked into the stadium. jing yi said,"I used to watch from the seats up there, for the first time I looked from down here!" Not many students attended, all houses only a few rows are seated with students. We walked to our 'tent' and went into the tunnel to prepare for marching. Our marching-leaders wore black and green caps and hand gloves, which was so cool.

"Kiri, kiri, kiri, kanan, kiri..." out we go marching. Marched half of the stadium and went inside. Came out for the second time and sang the national anthem. When we were standing still in our place, we shouted as loudly as possible to confuse ang ang beside us. puan goh finally finished her speech and we ran back into the tunnel, and screamed as well!

After that, we continued practicing. All of us were really shaking and nervous like shit when we waited for our turn in the tunnel. We were glad when someone told us that ang ang made mistakes and we really can fight over them! One of the ex-seniors said, "ee ring had worked so hard for this cheering, you guys had practice so much for this few months! Don't you think all of you deserve something?" omg, then my eyes started to go watery already! ee ring asked us all to scream as loud as possible so that we won't be that afraid. And we kept on saying our cheering part and reminding everyone this and that! omg omg, my heart starts to beat so fast.

When it's our turn, we ran out and I heard a lot of screaming and clapping sounds. I was really relief and started to enjoy in the dancing and so on. At the parts behind, we couldn't hear the song clearly and the beat was obviously off-key. But yet, we did it so damn well. I was sure that the audience had a good shot when monie did the 'satay' and our superb-pyramid :D We were the last one to perform and when our performance ended, we kept on jumping on the tracks and not willing to leave, listening to the audience's clapping's sound. laugh-out-loud!

We ran into the tunnel. We screamed. We hugged. Even threw ee ring up into the air! ee ring said thank you to us and we shouted we love you ee ring! We bowed at jermin as the drummer and the other ex-seniors as supporter! Me and the others couldn't help own selves again and joyful tears started to fall (': Because we never thought we could be that really really really (x10) great! We were even highed when we got a lot of supporters/audiences telling us that we were super-duper great, saying we were gonna defeat ang ang! :D But then ...

hate don't-know-who.

ee ring came and asked us to be ready because we won't get the first prize like how we predicted and wishing for like hell. XXX ported us for using fire cracker. ee ring said two houses got the inform letter saying fire cracker are not allow, while the other two houses did not. We were like wtf. why can't they just inform us? ...

On rehearsal day, the duration changed to 5 mins to 7 mins. But on sports day, they suddenly changed to maximum 6 mins. Ours' is 7 mins and 10 seconds, got way too long. And as I said just now, at the part behind - where we had just learned today morning wasn't really good.

And the worst part, one of the judge was former ang ang's teacher. Yeah, he/she obviously wanted ang ang to win. Which was so not fair to us! How could he/she? We were more to cheerleading, they were more like hip-hop alright! How could he/she? only that one mark ...

We all tried our best not to cry, not to look sad and disappointed. But when the result came out - rumah hijau perbarisan johan, cheerleaders naib johan. I couldn't help it again and tears fell to the ground. We went and hugged ee ring once again and shouted we love ee ring! I was crying like shit man. If we lost because they were really great, I will clap for them. But then no, the judgement is wrong! how could he/she be that unfair, how could it be like this ...

)':

ee ring cheered us up and we went to old town kopitiam together for lunch. She was like didn't eat for 473543174089 days, here take a bit there take a bit. We gossiped a lot again because mostly there won't be that much chance for us to meet again! In the end, we changed our slogan:
Say who will rock the house next year?
GREEN HOUSE! GREEN HOUSE!

yours truly mern jo (oh-oh.)

mit mit zhi ying yan ling yours truly

surrounding ee ring watching our performance!

yours truly han han (omg, look at the difference!)

zhi ying yours truly yan ling yan xuan xiang ting mit mit

pui kei shelby xiang ting

yours truly shelby

an an yan ling shelby ee ring

han han ee ring mit mit mern jo

ee ring with the silly look :D

p/s: I definately will join cheering again and defeat the others, get the champion! the others too yeah, see you next year (: