I still have no intend on studying.
H said don't whine, so I think I better not begin with all my complaints. (teehehe)
6 days ago - Sports Day Rehearsal
Tears overflowing.
Red House, I have nothing to talk about (honestly, I don't even want to mention). Yellow House, everything was great, everything was perfectly done. No mistakes, outstanding formations, neat and clean moves. No doubt, the best of all. Blue House, moves wasn't that good, some were slower. But formations definitely deserved the applause from the audience.
Green House. I've got so much to say. I didn't experience any fear or stage fright feelings during the whole performance. I was dancing from my heart, smiling and enjoying the music. But I struggled to be cheerful most of the time, it was really difficult especially realizing I made so many obvious mistakes. Some technical problem occur and affected a little during our cheering part. Even so, I was still glad that people screamed and cheered for us. "Ohhhhhh..." People even sang when Bad Romance was played.
But still, compared to others - we look more like loser.
After the rehearsal, we started adding more formations. I was able to go up high, succeeded nearly every time. Who knew, after we had our lunch, I never got it right. I fell nearly 3 times and tears came bursting out. No, I wasn't in pain. But the guilty feeling was so strong. I COULDN'T DO IT AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. I kept on asking myself, what the heck is wrong with me.
Sometimes I felt it's unfair. (ok, skip this one)
At one time, both base and flyer - me, all bursted into tears. I couldn't stand the guilt, the other two couldn't stand being blamed. Remember, it's all about team work. If the flyer falls, there's no one to blame because everyone are responsible for it.
Though it had been a hard day for all of us, one thing I was thankful about is, at least in the end everything turned out better. No matter how bad the others' criticized us.
4 days ago - Sports Day
The result was extremely disappointing.
I hate it when people comes out telling us we can win, when it turns out totally different and the trophy was grabbed by others again. This time was worse than last year. The feeling is so bad, listening to the champion team screaming and cheering beside us. Especially it's the team whom their attitude are always disliked by us.
Ok stop. It's not worth getting upset and mad.
To cheer up the whole thing, one funniest thing - and extremely embarrassing incident happened to me during the performance. If you had watched the video, I wished you didn't notice so. But, my shoe flew out.
As I was climbing up Pui San's shoulder during the first formation, one of my shoe fell out. When I jumped down, (was suppose to rush to another formation) I struggled on what to do. I don't even have a second to analyze. I totally have no time to wear my shoe again. And it would absolutely look foolish with only one shoe. So, I kicked off the other shoe. And scrambled up to Choir Yin's shoulder, continuing the third formation.
I wore no shoes after that. I never realize the running track - where we danced was so hot! I tried to keep myself from laughing out loud as Chor Yee ran passed me and blurted out, "Whose shoes is this?!"
ROFLOLMFAO.
I was so grateful when the performance finally ended.
Look here my victors,
we will rock the house next year!
