It's funny how I always come spilling out my emotions and feelings on my blog nowadays, only when I'm sad.. depressed.. unhappy. It saddens me actually, to read my solemn blog posts.
Compared to back in the simpler less-worries days, when I blogged about my daily life. As boring as it is, at least there were genuinely happy.
And now I'm not.
I haven't been truly happy for a while.
I guess?
And the irony of how my blog name sounds so cheery and bright and sunshine-y, when it does not go with anything that I write at all.
I wished I can find my old self again.
The amount of pent-up frustrations, anger, sadness inside of me, is overwhelming. And what's even crazier is that it really seems like I'm the only one who's acting this way. Is it really me thinking too much? Worrying too much? Caring too, fucking much?
