I'll make sure to keep my distance, say I love you when you're not listening. - Distance, Christina Perri and Jason Mraz.
Mom asked me why there were so many tissue papers in the waste paper basket this morning, I couldn't tell her I had been crying my lungs out the whole night. Better figure some other ways to dispose them, probably flush them down the toilet.
About half day went past, quietly as I try to occupy myself with work and not letting my head to slip into the dark clouds. Last night, he begged me again and apologized for all the hurtful things that he had done to me, pleading to me that he would dearly take them away in a heart beat. But, really - when I said that I forgave you, I do.
I believe both of us didn't want the sun to rise up this morning and to face the hard truth.. that we are no longer together anymore. But, we eventually have to. Now, all that's left are broken hearts, and little glimmer of hopes for brighter and happier days ahead.
