Friday, April 23, 2010

i'm hanging on.

Wtf, kononnya sekolah yang terbaik.

First, I was unhappy because an assembly was held all of a sudden without notification. And we're asked to stand under the freaking, blazing hot sun! Whereas the little kids sit comfortably in the hall. Gee, "We donated money to build the hall one eh!"

Our KK cards were collected and we continued standing under the sun. I couldn't stand the heat anymore (was having worst headache) so, 'bravely' took out the umbrella. Not long after that, umbrellas started to open in the crowds of students. Should be a nice view from above nia.

So, there goes our kokurikulum day. There goes our games meeting. How funny.

Second, I am mad because the new PA system's speaker is only outside our classroom. They do not have a signal before they make an announcement through the speaker. You have no idea how loud the sound is. Fucking sound pollution man!

"Test, test, 1, 2, 3..." They sounded like little kids fooling around with the mike. Damn it, how many times do they need to have the testings? And, the national anthem and state song just wouldn't stop playing. The sound vibrations are so damn strong. Whereas the teachers' sound are like totally muted.

Kwok Seong told me that there's going to be an extremely big project in our school in the near future. They're demolishing all the blocks except for Block G. Replacing them is 3 blocks at the field with 9 floors each., forming a triangle shape. Obviously there're lifts. But I don't understand why students are not allowed to use them! The multipurpose-hall will be break down into parts and rebuild again behind Block G or somewhere around there I think. Replacing that is a mini stadium!

Yes, a lot of work. A lot of money. A lot of time. I doubt even when my sister had graduated, the project isn't finished yet! But definitely our badge wouldn't be the one enjoying this kind of high class facilities.

And one saddening thing is, which I'm absolutely positively sure - the trees are going to be cut down. *cries* Should have carved all of them! Damn, lol.

Besides, today was the first audition for Sentosa Idol. All of the teams from our class succeeded to proceed to the next audition! I repeat, ALL! Waw.

And my mind wouldn't stop rewinding my first experience of joining Sentosa Idol with Hairul. Rewinding back to the night he called and asked me to join him. Rewinding back when we had our totally awkward first practice - Way Back Into Love. Rewinding back when we unbelievably made it through the first audition. Rewinding back to the great Wednesday when we practice for our second audition, especially the scene when we got so high and stood on the table to sing! Oh my, there're still so clear in my mind.

It was really fun! Glad to have that memory in my life, hon.

I miss you, Hairul. I've been counting, it had been 72 days since I saw you. When will we meet again?