I hate opening my blog post to have to write about depressing thoughts again.
My heart is bitter. It's the same, old story again. I'm sick of repeating it. I'm tired of having to even lay out my reasons anymore because I can never convince them. I just listen, or barely really.
You said that I shouldn't take relationships that lightly. I shouldn't take on a westernized culture where people can get married over and over again. If things don't work out, yeah I could just find another. How did you even reach to that conclusion, really?
Look, it's been more than 3 years that I've been fighting for this. The irony of you saying that I take relationships lightly. And, I'm still not giving up you know?
Sigh. Some days, I just feel like disappearing tbh. Run away. Run far, far away.
