How did things went so wrong?
So wrong that my fingers stopped tapping and got numb on my keypad, not knowing which letter to press, because it seemed like every word that I wanted to say just wasn't the right word.
How did things went so wrong, especially when tomorrow was supposed to be a really happy special day?
I feel so lost that I don't even know what to feel anymore.
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Poured my heart and tears out by punching my fingers onto my keyboard, and I deleted everything at the end. It still doesn't feel right. Honestly, will it ever feel right again?