Whenever I feel emotions of great complexity gushing upon me, I would always choose to close my eyes and drift off to my dreamland. Sometimes I want to escape from the real world so badly, to dive into the a place without any worries at all, to give myself a chance to let out - doesn't matter if it's just a single breath. I know I sound exactly like I'm a coward for not being brave enough to confront whatever I'm going through. But well, I'm just tired of dealing with all these fucking pent-up feelings, tired of trying to sort them out, tired of finding a way out. Frustrations, anger, happiness, anxiousness, excitement, disappointment, when it all comes together, I can't take it.
You might not be able to comprehend why am I here complaining and complaining all the time. Neither can I exactly, probably ran out of optimism?
