Well well, hello there people! FYI, I'm still alive alright? (winks)So. I broke my own heck record. My laptop was left at where it is hidden for more than 1 month! I never have believed that I can actually resist from the World Wide Web. I meant like seriously, when I asked sis where she hid my laptop, she pointed - just above the book shelves. Which is somewhere so friggin' obvious, but I swear I never knew it was there! Amazing isn't it? I know. Haha.
Even the LCD, keyboard and mouse are dusty. Oh marvelous.
But being away from the World Wide Web for such a looooooooooooong time, I got heck a lot to catch up. You know how fast the world is. By the way, just you don't know I haven't signed in to Facebook yet, I was afraid that I would face information-overload situation. You have no idea how terrifying it is.
My brain is way too saturated, couldn't absorb that much of information people! Especially when it's personal information. Ya know how crazy people get when it comes to those stuffs. Ya know how crazy I get.
Ok now. So what is that's SO (x100) big deal that I'm able to withstand from the irresistible computer? None the less than, the year end examination. Well of course, it always comes back down to the same old thing, exams, exams and exams. We're students, what do you expect?
A wedding? A child?
Silly.
So you ask me, would I like to talk about it? Absolutely baby!
I'm sure this post would take me ages, I just hope I wouldn't lose the determination to finish it. Let's jot down the time and date. 2nd of November 2010 10:15p.m.
I had a total of nnumber of papers. My girls were transferred to 3A1, so unfortunate I'm the only one left behind here. The first day when I met Yen Theng after school, I waved to her frantically, as if I've never been so joyous in my life before. How can I not miss them okay?
I had a lot in my mind everyday I head back home, so much to write about my exam days. But I have zero memory on those dreadful days right now.
There were lotsa distractions, to me yeah. I couldn't help myself but felt curious about everything that's happening around me. Like for instance, the ants that come and go near my place. I wonder where their nest is, and had a desire to find and destroy it. Mean. Cruel. Evil. I know. Like that one day, the Form Threes was running around the school compound for their treasure hunt and Amazing Race event. Their loud stomping footsteps made my eyes can't help but turn and look. Oh! And that Shell station worker, who stands at the road and waves the flag everyday at 9 am (see I can even remember the time!). I can see him even from the corner of my eyes. The worst of all, the booming sound system outside our class.
( 3rd of November 2010 6:23pm.)
I didn’t head out to the canteen throughout the exam weeks. Seriously, I can almost forgotten about how canteen looks like, how does it feels like being in the crowds. Haha.
Hm. What else special? Oh! I know. I had my first ever account paper. 9 of us all together, taking it as an extra subject. It isn’t like I’m able to handle my other subject (the total opposite actually) but well I took account for some other reason.
And this is the first time I started preparing for my exam that early, almost a month before. But, ended up – even worse. Cause I weren’t able to suck in everything that have been taught in one whole year into just 1 month. Time is so not enough.
I’m looking at my papers right now technically. Looking. But I don’t dare to flip the pages. It’s absolutely nightmare. It’s so bad, that I hope I can burst into tears this very second.
The first subject I got back, was 93 marks - Moral (totally out of my expectation) That had got me in cloud nine, but only lasted not more than an hour, when another subject landed in my hand, Account.
The highest among us nine odd people, 97. And me? I swear I’m at the bottom 3. It doesn’t start with 9, 8 or 7, but fucking 6. I can’t help but feel miserable cause there’s only 9 of us and when you make the comparison, (speechless)
And the following, sucks like shit. I had never been such a failure in my life before.
This post is so full of emotional. Ugh I should really stop. I’m ruining my own mood with my bare hands. Bye.
There were lotsa distractions, to me yeah. I couldn't help myself but felt curious about everything that's happening around me. Like for instance, the ants that come and go near my place. I wonder where their nest is, and had a desire to find and destroy it. Mean. Cruel. Evil. I know. Like that one day, the Form Threes was running around the school compound for their treasure hunt and Amazing Race event. Their loud stomping footsteps made my eyes can't help but turn and look. Oh! And that Shell station worker, who stands at the road and waves the flag everyday at 9 am (see I can even remember the time!). I can see him even from the corner of my eyes. The worst of all, the booming sound system outside our class.
( 3rd of November 2010 6:23pm.)
I didn’t head out to the canteen throughout the exam weeks. Seriously, I can almost forgotten about how canteen looks like, how does it feels like being in the crowds. Haha.
Hm. What else special? Oh! I know. I had my first ever account paper. 9 of us all together, taking it as an extra subject. It isn’t like I’m able to handle my other subject (the total opposite actually) but well I took account for some other reason.
And this is the first time I started preparing for my exam that early, almost a month before. But, ended up – even worse. Cause I weren’t able to suck in everything that have been taught in one whole year into just 1 month. Time is so not enough.
I’m looking at my papers right now technically. Looking. But I don’t dare to flip the pages. It’s absolutely nightmare. It’s so bad, that I hope I can burst into tears this very second.
The first subject I got back, was 93 marks - Moral (totally out of my expectation) That had got me in cloud nine, but only lasted not more than an hour, when another subject landed in my hand, Account.
The highest among us nine odd people, 97. And me? I swear I’m at the bottom 3. It doesn’t start with 9, 8 or 7, but fucking 6. I can’t help but feel miserable cause there’s only 9 of us and when you make the comparison, (speechless)
And the following, sucks like shit. I had never been such a failure in my life before.
This post is so full of emotional. Ugh I should really stop. I’m ruining my own mood with my bare hands. Bye.
