"80, 81, 82 ... 107, 108 ..." I was closing my eyes and counting how long will he only appear. And until the number 300, he still hasn't appear! my, my. I miss him though, today.
xiang ting and I discussed and commented a lot about our relationship now, and after. She commented the way I treat him, "You treated him, too good." "You meant he doesn't deserve that much?" "I don't know how are you guys now, but ... " "What he did to me previously?" "Yeah, he hurted you so deep."
And also predicted what will happen when he leaves. "Who knows, maybe you'll be more optimistic than you've imagine?" "How?" "I don't know, maybe he said something to you?" "Like?" "I'll come back, wait for me?" "hmm, while the opposite way?" "Maybe you'll be really quiet and emo for a few months and you'll be fine later?" I am seriously curious how much will I change by then.
Alright, back to chewing my books!
