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165 hours till the nightmare ends.“Hey, there’s a new girl in my class.”
“Oh? Cool.”
“You better be careful.”
“lol, why?”
“I’m a womanizer.”
“HAHAHA.”
Everyone is talking about the new girl in az’s class (yeah, well people I know only actually) I’m curious how does she looks like too. New student on the first day of exam huh.
“Regina, hairul was like kept on looking at the new girl … and ehherms.”
“So?”
“What so? … ”
I should have said, never mind he’s loyal to me. HA! Alright, I don’t really give a damn. He’s trustworthy enough, right honey? lol.
Now, get back to the real topic for the day – Trial Exam.
“Plot, plot, plot.”
“What plot?”
“Which plot?”
“Really plot?”
“Teknik plot!”
“Binaan plot la!” etc. etc.
Hell yeah, the questions were spreading everywhere.
BM Paper One was sort of easy, well maybe just better than last term’s? At least, I managed to answer question 1 to 7 without that much of hesitation. For BM Paper Two, it was tougher. I (I assume most of the people) have totally no idea what the heck was the picture at section B. I finished writing and was like, I don’t understand this.
While for section C, I chose the question relating to environment and stuffs, but forgotten the format on how to write a speech. I just started off with, Penduduk-penduduk kampung yang dikasihi sekalian … I didn’t even greeted the people. You know, salam sejahtera (or salam one Malaysia – people prefer that more?). Oh whatever.
142 hours till the nightmare ends."Why don't you memorize the dictionary?"
"I know the first word is a, abjad or something ... "
"What's the last word then?"
"Yeah like, page 358 is what what word ... "
"See bi qing study so hard, every second also wouldn't waste. Not like you!"
"Eh, what's with me!" zhao xuan eric bi qing, lol.
I was able to handle English today, luckily. But after that realized I got 3 wrong already for paper one. Oh, what the hell.
"Lesson that I've learnt ah? Alright, I trust you!"
"Our class says is theme oh."
"The next class says is character eh."
And in the end, everyone guessed it wrong. HAHA.
The new girl, was the attention of all the guys now (yeah well, sort-of) I saw her, finally. Got speechless on how to explain her features. Marie (I didn't spell wrongly her name right?), unique. She's a mix of Chinese and Indian, and I think she looks hot (az said that's suppose to be the guys opinon but what-so-ever!) Her skin looked so smooth that it almost shine. And OMG, her eye lashes are so long. Marie, is a beauty. That's why she got all the guys' eyes on her, lol.
And not to forget, az solved my maths problem in just 5 seconds. I got stunned. For a sudden, he made me felt like I'm a dumb beside him. Oh yes, hell very big difference. After that, a sentence popped out of my mind: How can someone so perfect exists in this world? aaah.
118 hours till the nightmare ends.5.30pm.
I felt double stressed than ever today. Guess I got a little bit too confident on myself at the beginning? I don't have many mistakes when I am doing past years' questions, but yet when I went on doing chapter by chapter. Oh god, all the crosses frightened me. What the hell, I got really nervous.
7.12pm.
"Bala, help me solve this problem."
"Sure sure, let me see."
"Oh, so I am the one dumb here. Okay okay, fine."
"No, that wasn't what I meant Sherwyn!" lol.
7.26pm.
As I stepped into the classroom after the bed rang, people was running everywhere with books on their hands and a worried expression printed on their face. Obviously, EVERYONE IS STRESSED BY MATHS. Then, my eyes wandered around and saw quite a number of students standing around bi qing, asking her question. "Maths genius." I muttered down my breath. "Oh, another math genius." and I repeated.
9.50pm.
"You have five minutes left." Puan Foo broke the silence. And my hand suddenly shivered. I only managed to check until question 15. Immediately, I just continued blackening the answer sheets.
When I got the paper, I seriously felt the stress-monster chewing me all up. Gosh, I have seriously never felt that, nervous before. My eyes wouldn't stop checking at the time left. And I don't know why the longer I tried doing a question, it gets more complicated. The answers, never got the same.
10.06pm.
Time flies. The horror of Maths Paper One ended.
People was still running around asking, "What's your answer?" "A or B?" "Which one is the right one?" ... I couldn't bothered that much, anymore.
Later, I got furious. Yes, it was a little bit shocking for hearing him cursing on me. I only managed to smile halfheartly when he said that. I know, people are all stress. And the sentence, "Don't worry, it will be fine honey. You always do fine." wouldn't come out of my voice.
I sort-of stomped into the classroom after realizing he left me without speaking a word to me. Hell, my face definitely did not look good. I don't wanna face my best friends, with the emotion spinning wildly inside me. And so, I decided to sit at my place.
I forced myself to swallow down the sadness and tried to concentrate on the maths questions. And finally, after finishing 3 sets of paper, I realized that the incident isn't that worth to get mad about anyway. The heal wounded itself.
11.23pm.
Lots of cars were horning and beeping - making irritating noises as we started off with our Maths Paper Two.
"Oi!" shouted Mr. Vejayan suddenly, followed by a loud laughter.
Miracle-ly, the sound stopped.
"See!" we laughed and continued on our paper. Mr. Vejayan made us relaxed a little, and everyone felt better.
11.58pm.
I finished the paper and looked at the time. Oh my, there's still 1 hour left. "This paper is, ... easy." I managed to utter out the words. I was very glad, because I knew things would be better for him then. I smiled and went off to my dreamland.
I woke up by 12.35pm, I think. And my whole body felt pain. My sleeping position wasn't that good, maybe. I went to the toilet and loitered around.
"Masa dah tamat." Puan Lim looked at her watch for the last time. And finally, the paper is handed.
1.14pm.
I was so happy to see his smile on his face, once again. (I know, this is ridiculous)
"I need to think of a word." I knew what he was talking about.
"Mmm, the one who married to your father is here." our laughter broke off.
HAHA!
Oh and, it rained the whole day. But yet, it's still so maddeningly hot!
94 hours till the nightmare ends.It was horrible.
I almost thrown up in the morning, in school. I locked myself in the toilet and I don't dare to step out before the horrible feeling fades away. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CLEAR THE MESS IF I REALLY THROWN UP IN FRONT OF EVERYONE! And, I wasn't able to breathe for 30 seconds. I would have fainted if it was longer. Oh well ...
Anyhow, I struggled to wake up at 4am today. I was really tired, to be honest. While I was revising History in the afternoon, I didn't even know that I slept until I suddenly heard a loud thud - the History book fell to the floor. Oh my.
Today's paper were some easy, some tough - balanced. Everyone was so very tense about Science because we haven't learn the three chapters behind. Plus the most complicated chapter, Electricity is so difficult to understand.
Thank god, Cik Shariza was the first lesson. She kept on pushing us with tips, which made me felt a little out of control. When I was explaining about Generation of Electricity to xiang ting, she came to our place, suddenly flipping the page until - plant fertillisation and walked away. xiang ting and I looked at each other, feeling weird. I supposed that's the question coming out eh.
"There's an experiment for Chapter 8 coming out! Did you bring your text book? I adviced you to read page ..." Everyone started flipping their books, nervously.
After a while.
"Remember the one I asked you guys to do for the revision? That one also." Everyone gets puzzled by now. Which one is it?
"Mostly form twos, relating to chemicals. For form threes, nothing coming out for electricity." A furious noise was heard. Yes, everyone was so fed up and like - oh please we had spend so much time to understand that damn chapter, and it isn't coming out! Duh.
"Before this I also got ask you all one very important experiment right? Ah, that one. I kept on asking you all the take note, take note. That one." No one have any idea, which one is it already.
And guess what, before I really had the time to read the tips teacher gave us. She said, "Time to put your bag outside." Hell.
Tick tock tick tock. Puan Carol came in, and went out to find a chair for herself (pity, the teacher has to find her chair, herself)
"Clement, look at this chair." I was curious and I looked at what teacher was showing him.
"See what's written on this chair. No sitting, for
Tick tock tick tock. I was able to hear other classes' standing up, handling the paper already. And then, mine was passed up. Phew, Science Paper Two was hard. I am very glad it's over.
During recess time, I forgotten what/who/how brought up this topic but it was hiliarious. (most of the time I remain silence!)
"I know it's brown because she and him mixed mah." (it isn't what you're thinking about but you still don't need to know, teehehe!)
"Neh, just now the science question ..."
"Yah, to create new variaties of species!"
"Cross-pollination is better than ... the other call what?"
"Self-pollination!"
"Will create healthier ... plant!"
"Healthier babies!"
"Mmm!"
"Hey, I'm not a tree here."
"We're talking about relationship between same races!"
"And, people cannot under go the process of self-pollination!"
Silence is gold, I say. HA!
And, I accidentally on purpose slapped vivian chong's face. I AM REALLY SORRY ABOUT THIS!
After Science Paper One, which was of course easier, third paper for today - Geography. Everyone ran out to the corridor outside the class, to read. Even the people from downstairs all came out! The scene was, funny. Geography, was also hard. I felt a little guilty, for being over confident. I
Not to forget, I got back my BM Paper One. Remember I said it was easier than last term? Bull-shit! I almost laughed when I saw the result. No, it isn't an awesomely fantastic result! In fact, the other way round. I got wrong continuously for 7 questions! And, that's the thing I find it uncommon. Funny, in other word I can say.
...
I looked at my white shirt before I went to bathe, my god there were so many stains. What the heck.
70 hours till the nightmare ends.I think I lost my mind today. I wasn't able to concentrate, at all.
As we were having Moral Paper, Mr Teng walked around and he knocked two tables, wen cai's following by kar yee's. I heard him mumbled "Ugh! I think I better not walk around." I tried my best to resist myself from laughing, I know it is rude! But who cares, HAHA.
I felt guilty, again after Moral Paper. The questions were awfully easy I should say, if you read detail-ly the moral text book. Dang, all of the questions were based on the text book. People would have been able to get 100 marks for the paper. Why I felt guilty again? I did not revise a thing, and was staring blankly the whole afternoon yesterday. Ugh!
I was able to handle Sejarah Paper, so luckily! But, it was so hard to focus on the paper. My eyes were on the question, and for the next second my mind got driven off to another place. After the paper, Mr. Vejayan immediately wrote the answers on the board. But, I didn't bother about it, I rather wait longer to get my paper.
And finally, school bell rang.
"Since when did anussha got up with kok jun?" az teased anussha as they were walking together and I giggled.
We stepped out of the school area and his eyes flickered at other direction. I know exactly what he was looking for.
"My grandma's daughter is not coming."
"Why? Where is she?"
"No, she's not coming."
"Your grandpa's son is coming? "
"No no no."
"Then?"
"I'm walking home today."
"Lie."
"No no no."
"Bus?"
"No, I'm walking home!"
"Yeah right ... "
"Alright, I'm staying back lah."
"Then, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?"
"Walking with you, obviously." I giggled, again.
I waited with az idzuan ihsan down the tree. I glazed over az's shoulder, and saw the new girl, Marie (or whatever her name spells like) with his boyfriend. So it was true! But the guy isn't from our school. Heard az saying the guy comes everyday now after our class ended. I didn't get to look at the guy's face though, only managed to see him from his back. I wonder what race is he? lol.
While we continued waiting, two indian girls came laughing nervously and handed a letter to ihsan. "ihsan, the second time already!" teased az and I giggled, again. We discussed about the Sejarah Paper and ihsan suddenly broke out, "We're outside school already. Why you guys still talking about this?" "So? If not talk about you ah." I giggled, for the fourth time.
I looked at my watch, 1.00pm. No matter how much I didn't want to leave, I still started walking back to school. Ravindran (I think I spelled wrong his name!) blocked my way and asked, "Where you going?" "Back to school!" I answered, laughing and I left him there shouting, "WHAT?" lol.
I skipped my lunch and managed to catch up with the girls. We headed towards Multimedia Room, and the talk starts. My stomach growled. No matter how nice the talk was, it isn't curing my starvation.
The starvation ended right after the talk ended. A few random things happened while I waited for the-one-who-gave-birth-to-me to come and fetch me. I talked four languages continuously, Chinese, Cantonese, BM and English! HA.
"So why lately you come to our class in the morning?" asked Hao Peng for a sudden.
"I think I don't need to tell you the answer right?" I thought for a while and answered him with a smile.
"Sure, you don't need to tell me. To see hairul right?" I just remained my smiley face.
"Mrs A-Z, where's ... " Gareth started off.
"Mr A-Z?" And Clement helped him to continue his question.
"He's at his house." I answered, still with the smiley face on me.
"You should say, our house." teased Clement.
Anyhow, I prayed hard that you'll be there tomorrow.
46 hours till the nightmare ends.I was feeling vividly, odd the whole day.
I hate this day, even though I looked partly fine. There's a lot going in my mind today. (Might be the main reason I got the terrible headache) It was so hard, to concentrate. I was only hoping that this awful day would end as soon as possible.
Later after arriving at home, I immediately went unconscious.
22 hours till the nightmare ends.Woke up by 6.00pm.
I still don't understand the complicated Accounts! Even though I knew mom was trying her best to tutor me. She boasted about how she always gets the highest mark for account during high school. HA! I'm starting to hesitate whether I want to continue account for next year or not, I wouldn't do good as an accountant!
While for the other chapters of KH, hopeless ah! I could care no more.
But I still was counting down, every second. I can't wait to give myself a reward! :)
- hours till the nightmare ends.
I am totally thrilled right now, even words failed me.
