It was like my heart was gone – like I was hollow. Like I’d left everything that was inside me with you.
People's reaction were even funnier (or sort of terrified) today as I did not tied up my hair signifiying exam's over and due to eye pain I did not wear contact lens too.
Did not done much in school today, just wandering around the crowds. Everyone seems to be so hypertension and nervous about their performance for the Teachers' Day tomorrow. I wasn't because I wanted to be the audience this year. Cik Shariza was adnormally happy looking today when she came into our class. And doing the chemical experiment was awesome, but strangely all the effects were opposite with what it supposed to be.
Friends asked me out this holiday, for a picnic. (I know, it's such a funny yet creative idea isn't?) The idea is quite interesting, surely enough for uptown kids like us. We hardly able to breathe fresh airs and listen to the birds chirp. And most of us would recommend to go for shopping or a night for movie. Oh well, you know me, I don't need to ask my parents' permission (because they would never agree anyway)
Quite disappointed about my results for this term exam, even though I had already expected at the beginning. But how can I not feel down seeing everyone doing so great? You me knows, without hardworking there will definately won't be success and victory. Besides that, for the first time ever I had this principle stucked in my head: Who cares about exam anyway? Yeah, so peculiar for a so-called-bookworm like me. But yeah, who cares anyway?
And I felt like a weirdo when 6 guys surrounded me.
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No, it's not like what you think. I wasn't being bullied by the cannibals or kidnapped by dangerous strangers. (idiot, why on earth one would thinks I was?) They were actually the green house perbarisan guys, alright.
They questioned me like I'm a prisoner; they took my specs and tried it on; they always fell down and knocked on people when they wore my specs; they complained and groaned about my eye power (laugh-out-loud!); they commented about the difference with my style; and they laughed saying: You attracted so many guys to come over to you! hoho. I answered: Hey, I did not do anything. I'm innocent! (and put my hands up to surrender) guys, guys.
One word, can make my heart shatter.
