Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
I'm mad of myself. Why ? Please tell me why ?
Why it will become like this ? Why it will go down, down into the valley ?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
I have lots of why and I've asked for so many times.
But still, no one will answer.
Who can I blame this to ? Only one person, fingers pointing to me.
Today, it finally came out. My name is not in the first page.
That time I saw that, I feel like, totally heart beat stopped.
And then images started to get blur.
I promised myself before, whatever happens never drop a tear in front of others.
So, I just shook my head and wiped aways those tears.
They tried to comfort me, I know what they're saying, but ...
I can't say they don't understand me, it's just ...
Idk. Idk. Idk. Idk. Idk. Idk. D':
Lots of mistakes for that paper, the others were all adding adding adding marks.
And, by adding marks, total will get more and position will get higher.
I'm gonna drop lower now.
It's 13 on a Friday today.
So, that's the reason why, is it ?
