My tears mixed up with the rainwater .
I promise him not to cry.
But i broke the promise.
Sorry, i just can't control and broke down.
Our relationship is complicated .
And i'm confused about what he said.
I don't understand.
He's telling me ? Or asking me ? Or what ?
But one thing i remember very well,
Be back normal friends, don't have any relationship.
The sentence kept on repeat and repeat in my mind.
He said, This KaiGor KaiMui thingy is just covering our own feelings.
YES . That's what i said before.
If be back normal friends, then everything can be solve ? Honestly NO .
If he really want to solve the problem, be STRANGERS will do!
STRANGERS, back to the days we don't know each other.
Then, we won't have any problem at all.
I can just say, but i can't do it.
I really cannot turn my love into a stranger. HOW ?
Even turning it into normal friends. I don't really think i can .
He said, He don't want but have to ?
Then, is YES be back normal friend or NO ?
He kept on saying, Don't cry.
I hold on my tears because i promised him.
But NO . I can't hold it anymore and i weeped quietly in the car.
It's raining outside and i'm crying here.
So what is he want ?
He want me happy ? Or he happy ? Or both of us happy ?
Now is both of us sad . NOT HAPPY.
That time i choose to become KaiGor KaiMui,
i thought we can hold our feelings.
But NO . I was wrong. In fact, things became bad.
I WANT HIM. HE WANT ME.
BUT WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER.
That's the end of the story.
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