为何人总是要失去了才来学会如何去珍惜?
I don't dare to risk myself to have another chance of falling in love with you again. Because I fear how you would let me down and tear me apart. Because I fear of realizing the fact that all those promises were just some witty lies. Because I fear of losing you once again.
So I had to lock you away from my life. In order to not have anything to remind me of you, of us, of our memories.
But you know you have a very big impact in my life. Be it a word, a sound or a familiar shadow - of yours, would make my world start falling apart. And I would fail to suppress the feeling that I tried so hard to keep it to myself.
Happy Anniversary.
But you are late for a year, my once dearest.
