Sunday, February 21, 2010

regret, remorse, everything.

Please accept my sincere apology.

I am truly sorry. But a word - sorry wouldn't be able to make up the shock they had gone through. Still, I hope at least it did make things a little bit better, perhaps.

How remorse, regret and guilt filled all part of me. The way the man stared at me, nothing but only anger and hatred. The way pedestrians who came to help glared and shouted at me, "She's pregnant you know!". Yes I know, yes I know and I'm really sorry. I was so afraid. I shuddered as the image appeared again and again. The pregnant lady lying on the pavement. A body, two souls. I nearly became the worst person on Earth. Sorry was all I could utter. But only a word, it isn't enough. I wasn't able to calm myself for hours, and remained in the same state of shock. Tears wouldn't stop flowing, the thought kept on ringing in my mind: I nearly killed two or maybe 3 person. May the baby be save and sound. Lesson learnt, but if just so anything happens, I wouldn't ever be able to pay the price.