it's sickening, this is sickening.

"He's like a drug for you, Bella." His voice was still gentle, not at all critcal. "I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. But I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun."

The corner of my mouth turned up in a wistful half-smile. "I used to think of you that way, you know. Like the sun. My personal sun. You balanced out the clouds nicely for me."

He sighed. "The clouds I can handle. But I can't fight with an eclipse." -Eclipse.

I couldn't deny Eclipse is very nice too! It's the last one which I reread in the whole series. That's why I couldn't remember much about the story except for the orange-haired Victoria came back to find Bella for revenge. I didn't know that Jacob actually confessed that he love Bella and sort of forcing Bella to kiss him! I was so temptated to finish it off. I was so furious that I even cancelled my date with Mr. Book and went off into the bloodsucker world. Yes, it is definitely THAT temptating.

Those sickening memories
Flooding my mind, distracting my thoughts, hitting me from time to time
It was never gone, it always remained hidden beneath
As the darkest memories I've ever had
Yes, you've hurted me deep and black
Cause everytime I looked back
I can still feel the pain when you left