Monday, May 11, 2009

All I Ever Wanted.

Can you hear me? Wherever you maybe tonight.


Exam starts this Friday. I’m really nervous, yet I haven’t started chewing books. Yikes! I’m gonna get a big bite for this exam. And oh shit, I forgotten. It’s diagnostic exam this time. Then, we won’t be able to know any tips at all. Damn, doom.

That night I was changing the channel here and there (as usual), and then for a minute I stopped cause I over-heard: Hi, I’m lady gaga and this is my acoustic version of poker face. I changed back the channel immediately and got insane singing. I was freakishly happy because for so many days I’ve been hoping that poker face acoustic version would come out in the radio. And finally, yeah! Love love manz. Yes yes, I know I might have said that poker face’s acoustic version sounded weird (or really weird.) at first. But then, later on for the second time I listened to it. It wasn’t as bad as I said. In fact it turns out to be super duper awesome. Love love for the second time manz! Besides that, searched for other gaga’s song. It’s so lovely people! (not that kind of lovely lovely lah!) Like the fame, love game. Scream out loud ah!

And then heard greenday’s new single – know your enemy, sort of catchy song. But every time I listen to it, I can only follow the music and hum/just repeat the lyrics: Do you know your enemy because seriously, I can’t hear a single word. Yet, it’s still a nice song to me! lala. Sister said it sounded like a Japanese song when she heard it for the first time. Yeah, I agree! It’s sort of, to me too.

And and, heard archie’s touch my hand for the first time ever on radio. I heard that song name before, quite famous among archie’s big fans, but never got the chance to listen. And the first time I heard it, one word – sweet manz! (or two? lol.)

Why am I talking so much about music and lyrics? lol. Oh well, whatever.

Alright, and then I listened to Celine Dion’s and Mariah Carey’s oldies. It’s just so beautiful that I couldn’t stop from feeling touched and sad. It’s like the song is singing how I’m feeling and everything that I wanted to say.

Ahhh, one more one more I heard from the radio for the first time ever. (why is there suddenly so many first time song in the radio? Bla bla.) Waking up in Vegas by katy, katy perry dear. Love love love manz!



但到最后,我还有好多埋藏在心里想哭诉的事情。千言万语都难以形容,只知道一样事情,无论我怎么逃,都逃不过我们曾经拥有的回忆。我好想学会怎么忘记,但是忘不了。

感觉上,我好像在折磨自己。

p/s: I’m being wordy again, so sorry.