Oh, oh, oh my god.

Science was really interesting today. We talked about fertilization and pregnancy. Teacher explained about how painful the process it is. She said ‘making’ a human is not that easy. Sex is painful (sort of, for the first time I guess) 9 months of fertilization is painful (just like carrying a 3 kg of flour on your abdomen) and in the end, giving birth is the most painful thing in the world. Seems like very painful yeah? Lot of girls whispered around, “omg, so scary one. Next time I don’t wanna have children already.” “oh my god, very painful lah. I wanna be a nun already.” Etc, etc.

Besides that teacher also talked about those mothers who don’t want their children. She said in Malaysia it’s illegal for doing that kind of surgery (kind of like killing a baby honestly) but some of the clinic still does that to earn money. But, it hurt a lot and sometimes your life may also be sacrifice. They use a metal rod with sharp and pointy ends, pushed it into the vagina and then clutch on the baby and pulled it out! Can you imagine that? It’s gonna be real pain and don’t need to say blood will be spilling out like shit. And the baby 3-4 weeks old with eyes and nose is just threw away like that, in the drain or in the dustbin. Omg, omg. I don’t dare to imagine that, I really don’t. How on earth someone can be so cruel and evil? Baby have life too, their heart beats too.

It was too scary to be continued, but then I suddenly added something even more disgusting. I told teacher that I received before an email that doctors in Japan actually eats baby which are dumped by their mothers! 3 to 4 months old baby, their heads, hands and legs are cut and then ate by the doctors, raw! Omg, omg. I still remember the damn awfully disgusting picture I saw on that email. Kar yee added too that people in China eats baby for beauty too. Teacher added some more that she received before an email that nowadays a lot of woman that wants their skin to look excellent they actually put semen on their face or drink the whole thing up. Omfg, I couldn’t believe that. Beauty is really that important huh?

We stopped talking about that and moved on to another topic. This time it sounded better. Teacher told us a few interesting facts. Babies which are born earlier than they are suppose to be like 7 months old are really clever but then they’re weak and have lesser antibodies. (xiang ting and I turned to vivian that time) He-he, suits you a lot :P And then babies which are born with their legs come out first meant that they like to travel a lot. (which is me!) woah, that’s really true! Science is really an interesting subject isn’t it?

I’m so sorry for being so wordy nowadays. I just couldn’t help myself to stop typing words.

For the rest of the day, I was locked up in the internet room (pusat akses) doing koperasi stuffs. We finally got our ties, looks weird for girls because it’s brown in color. Oh well, I bet it will look fine when it matches with our uniform. And then I overheard jodie saying that I’ll be vice president or vice treasurer. Ooh, that’s cool. One of the computers has songs in it. And so, we turned the volume up loudly and do our stuffs sambil singing. Hehe, funnya.

Good Luck, please don’t intend to avoid me! (:

Oh I forgotten to say, I saw the crying and smiling moon and stars. But it’s only with one eye/star. Yer, fine lah I’ll just wait for another 50 years!